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@pansyfilia / pansyfilia.tumblr.com

"i am out with lanterns looking for myself" - emily brontë find me on ao3 at @green_starss IM WORKING ON AN ANIMATIC I PROMISE
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welcome to my blog!!

COMMS ARE NOW... OPEN!

you can call me pansy or rina (she/her)

fandom list

  • greek mythology/epic the musical (save me penelope save me)
  • the marauders
  • dungeon meshi my beloveds
  • tma (currently on s2 so NO SPOILERS)
  • X MEN i love you jean and ororo and rogue and mystique pls marry me + jubilee can tag along too
  • i have like one thg post so yk... it was for an au who am i kidding

ON A NOTE!!!! PLEASE DO TALK TO ME, MESSAGE ME, @ ME IF YOU WANT. WE DON'T NEED TO BE MOOTS TO INTERACT OR ANYTHING its bc i need friends :((

my ao3 is @green_starss, where i have a few odypen fics brewing

and ive got a bit of an organising system which is pretty ridiculous soooo

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Charles... Charles, you saw in me what counted. What I could not see in myself. And how did I repay you?

After I failed you so many times? After all the years between us?

When I saw you fumbling, teetering, when I saw your desperate desire to be loved crushing you -- what did I do?

What did I do, Charles?

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An excerpt from the soon-to-come second chapter of my Cherik Gilmore Girls AU:

“Yeah, they were lucky.” Erik bobs his head, looking thoughtfully out at the chuppah. “I guess if you can find that one person, you know, who’s willing to put up with all your crap, and doesn’t want to change you or dress you or, you know, make you eat French food, then marriage can be all right. But that’s only if you find that person.” 

“Yeah, if you find that person.” Charles says, almost to himself. Then he puts a smile back on, “No one has ever made me a chuppah before.” 

Erik smiles, looking nearly bashful. “Well, you only get married once. Theoretically,” He adds. 

“Yeah, you only get married once.” Charles repeats. He’ll be getting married. Once. To Moira. This weekend. 

The morning air is cool, a slight breeze whooshing around and between the two friends sitting on the old, well-worn porch. The snow has melted today, but the weather’s still frigid and icey. Charles huffs a sigh and a burst of fog erupts from his mouth. Beside him, Erik breathes steadily, only the smallest puffs visible. He’s holding himself still like a statue. 

You only get married once.

I knew i had to include the chuppah. it was too perfect.

First chapter available to read here:

And here's the pinterest:

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The Bird's Opening

(Cover by the wonderful @connisk! Thank you so much, again!)

Erik knew one thing about the story for sure; even if the Capitol created him, he was no one’s property.

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Erik Lehnsherr’s last reaping was supposed to pass him by easily - as a mutant orphan protecting his kind in the home, his concerns are mostly about finding a job in the mutantphobic district, keeping the kids safe when he moves out and being charged as an adult for regularly hunting outside of the dome.

Everything changes, however, when Charles Xavier, the son of a victor who killed himself, volunteers to save his sister - and then Erik himself gets reaped.

Trapped in the games that represent everything he hates when his very survival depends on him pretending to tolerate them, Erik is starting to feel more and more like he’s part of something bigger than himself and something he can’t control. And it isn’t engineered only by the capitol - but by Charles Xavier himself.

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NEW CHERIK FIC IDEA (ALTHOUGH I HAVE LIKE 3 WIPS 😭):

"Das nächste Mal musst du dich mehr anstrengen, um mich zu töten."

Next time, you'll have to try harder to kill me.

Erik thought he killed Shaw (one). He saw the coin go through his head (two). He saw the life leave his eyes (three). But it turns out that Shaw lives on – in Charles’s head.

Now Erik has to go on a multiversal quest to find the one person who can undo what he’s done – if she’ll help him, that is. And chances are, she won’t.

XXX

Shaw ends up being able to use Charles's body from time to time, due to the fact Charles was in his head when he was killed. And of course, Shaw's trying to kill the X-Men and Erik, and Charles is in pain.

Hank develops a serum, but it's not sustainable. Erik has heard rumors of a sorcerer called The Ancient One, who can teach people to heal themselves with the mystic arts. So begins Erik and Charles's multiversal quest, in which Erik learns to conjure portals, Charles has a panic attack in the middle of the TVA archives, they discover Charles's twin, and they make friends with the Agents of SHIELD and ghost rider.

One, two, three.

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Would you guys be interested in reading this if I wrote it!? Let me know!!!

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im thinking of cherik... modern oxford au where its just german exchange student erik lensherr's welcome buddy (?) is the reclusive, rich, closeted gay, has an adopted younger sister genetics/eng lit model student. and they fell in love. no pain tho i cant write angst. just boy antics (ft epilogue where charles and eriks children + dark phoenix generation kids go to the school their papa teaches at )

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im thinking of cherik... modern oxford au where its just german exchange student erik lensherr's welcome buddy (?) is the reclusive, rich, closeted gay, has an adopted younger sister genetics/eng lit model student. and they fell in love. no pain tho i cant write angst. just boy antics (ft epilogue where charles and eriks children + dark phoenix generation kids go to the school their papa teaches at )

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When Charles meets Erik on a midnight train to London, it’s like all of his Christmases and birthdays have come at once – until Erik opens his mouth, and reveals he cannot speak a word of English. It isn’t easy to pursue a relationship with someone you need to play Pictionary with just to chat to, but with a little help from Charles’ telepathy, the two language-barrier lovers are determined to make it work.
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