Shout out to all of the oldest children…who were used as the tester kids and now watch their younger siblings get away with shit you would have been killed for.. Justice will never be restored
Things have been incredibly overwhelming at work so as a distraction to not stress at home I've been gaming a lot. Dwarf Fortress, Cities Skylines... I've been building a lot.
And then I got sick so I treated myself to Planet Zoo, and boy oh boy it's so pretty and fun. Even after years of Sims 4 I suck at building, but I can put down foliage and pretty trees like a boss, and it is so satisfying to make your animals happy enough they start having kids...
So that's why I've been absent. I've made it almost completely through the career mode story (there was an evil capitalist hedgefund zoo manager I really wanted to rescue animals from - I got invested), and I'm starting to eye franchize mode, where you can build zoo's from scratch. Not sure if I'll post updates about my zoo's here, but if you see the occasional screenshot of pretty cgi-animals in the future, don't be surprised
whenever i get activated enough to write fic in a fandom i’m always like “okay this will be a sophisticated meditation on how at best we are brittle little shells and being fully known by another is an impossibility”
and then what’s in my google doc is “he kissed him kissily”
Huh. Guess it's time to celebrate? Can't believe it's been over 12 years, and I keep coming back. On the other hand, fuck it, I genuinely enjoy it here, and there's nowhere else I can so self-indulgently enjoy the things I enjoy and am surrounded by other people also enjoying things.
Like, sure there's meta and people having thoughts and blocking is a survival tool, but overall, people are just here to have a good time and spread the love about things they have emotions about, and I think that's neat.
Here's to 40000 more!
Top 10 tags throughout the years!
No surprise that the first six are still Shadowhunters related. Pleased that Spartacus, my first big fandom here*, is still on here. Amused that argh is my most used expletive, even though my tagline is "I say fuck a lot". (Fuck comes in with a respectable 791 uses, but I think it's true numbers lie in its many variations, as in fuck me up, FUCK ME UP!!, fuck it, FUCK ME etc). Amazed that apparently, I liked hockey SO MUCH that I used it more times than the combined times I was into SPN. Guess we'll need a third revival.
*Technically my first big fandom here was Glee, but when I ragequit that I deleted all of it from my blog because I wanted to burn everything from my memory.
Huh. Guess it's time to celebrate? Can't believe it's been over 12 years, and I keep coming back. On the other hand, fuck it, I genuinely enjoy it here, and there's nowhere else I can so self-indulgently enjoy the things I enjoy and am surrounded by other people also enjoying things.
Like, sure there's meta and people having thoughts and blocking is a survival tool, but overall, people are just here to have a good time and spread the love about things they have emotions about, and I think that's neat.
Here's to 40000 more!
[Image description Ron Swanson from Parks and Recreation saying "I'm worried what you heard was "I like Mount's Captain Pike" What I said was "I'd like to mount Captain Pike""]
“Long Train Journeys” by Jordan Bolton
Part of “Scenes from Imagined Films” Comic
p0rn w/ feelings is so funny it’s like I’ve tricked you into reading this fic by offering you smut but as soon as you get there I pull out a chair, sit backwards on it, and say “hey, pal. you wanna talk about abandonment issues?” and then you have no choice but to listen
“you can’t forget your mother tongue” okay but have you considered bilinguals and polyglots whose first language isn’t english and whose development during adolescence was shaped by consuming content and media only in english and have ever since viewed that second language, foreign to their own, as a better outlet for their emotions and thoughts? as Yiyun Li said “it is hard to feel in an adopted language, yet impossible in my native language.”
ppl with really long queues amuse me, like, they will like your post and then you find out within 3-10 business days whether they also thought it worthy of reblogging
I’m not saying that I’m touchstarved but I am saying having someone lay on top of me like a human weighted blanket for an hour or two would probably cure at least five of my mental illnesses