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I watched Henry build two cabinets and just ! I love him so much ? Like the way he smiles and laughs, the way his fair falls in front of his face and he pushes it away, the way he smells. I honestly don’t understand how I get to be his forever like ? LIKE I'm in love lol it’s wild to me that it’s our 9th year and I still have butterflies.
Henry carrying us in to the new year happy new year !!!!
8 years with my person today 💖
im poly but like god i love my fiance, i haven’t met anyone who has even made me doubt it. god i love him so much i cant wait for him to come home.
I know I love him because when I see old couples I can’t wait to be old with him. he’s not here for a good time but a long time. fuck I love this boy <3
I think the moment I knew Henry was the one was were were coming back from an event and I had heels on and he gave me his shoes. this is cute until your realise that I'm a size 5 and he's a size 15 so we walked home him in socks and me looking like a clown in a fancy dress.
makes me wanna grab bae and go get us registered an just get married the two of us.
I wish my mom really understood that i’m a smart person and i would not just marry the first person that walked by Henry does not even register compared to most men hence why i’m marrying him, also how many people are aware enough to realize a psychotic episode has nothing to do with them? I don’t need to list his characteristics i don’t need to prove it to anyone i’m marrying this man noo matter what so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
and idgaf what people think i’m crazy for the most part but not with him.
I met henry’s coworkers at a work party last night and while it was nice people thought i was cool/ attractive I kinda low key found it mad disrespectful that people were like really her ? She’s so hot though.
Don’t fucking put my partner down ‘caus you think one of us is hotter than the other, there’s a reason I’m marrying him and not you, it’s like saying I have bad taste smh
henry and i are going skinny dipping under the stars ,
our life is a movie
Henry made me meals for the next 2 weeks that are super healthy and yummy and really full of nutrients and like super easy to make for days when I can barely get out of bed and it’s the sweetest thing.
I’ve been so upset that i’m too depressed to cook or feed my body adequately and most people don’t care because they don’t see my current weight as a “dangerous” weight but I was going 2-3 days at a time eating nothing and mostly not even being able to when i wanted to eat so this is gonna help a lot.
I’m already seeing a difference, he made and froze me ziplock bags with smoothie ingredients that contain 16 grams of protein and 500 mg of b12 amongst all the other nutrients and I actually had energy to do stuff.
Like I felt so much more awake. It was amazing, hoping this works long term. The meals i have ready are: 2 types vegetarian homemade pies, healthy lasagna, black bean soup, berry and tofu smoothies, peanut butter, cocoa and banana smoothies. I can at least have a meal a day for starters and get my appetite back.
He did all this unprompted, this is why i’m so grateful to be marrying this kid. He just wants me to be alright.
Interracial /intercountry wedding planning problems : what country do we get married in? We’re currently stuck between 4 countries and we don’t know where we can make sure the people important to us can make it. Also I grew up as an international kid almost all my friends are intl so thats an interesting challenge,
Tbh one of my pet peeves about being a young engaged woman is boys my age literally have no respect for my commitment, like people are straight up like i don’t care or say horrible things, or ask me if i’m pregnant or say demeaning shit. Yes I am engaged, yes we are open on and off but that doesn’t mean a) i’m every ever going to disrespect my fiance for your lame ass and b) that this is a decision made lightly. 4 months ago I agreed to share my life ( not half a year but my life) with the only man I want as a long term partner, just ‘caus you haven’t found a partner, don’t want one does not mean you can disrespect my relationship, i don’t do that to other people ever. I would never tell a single friend they need to date, or say of well your relationship isn’t valid because you’re just dating, fucking, whatever.
stay in your lane.
Henry is such an enabler for my princess tendencies, got me a just because bottle of chenin blanc and i’m hanging out in new lingerie, reading books and just enjoying being myself. He totally gives me excuses to be spoilt, once he woke up at 6 am because I wanted a veggie burger from a specific restaurant so transited on the bus for an hour so I could have it.
Tmi k I warned y’all
My fiance basically begs to give me head erryday and I get to pick when with nothing expected in return.
He’s an a actual angel.
bless.
god I love my fiance, like forreal stoked to spend our life as a married couple.
I love how she almost drops it until she smells it and that flashbulb memory hits.
“Real isn’t how you are made,” said the Skin Horse. “It’s a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real … Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are Real you can’t be ugly, except to people who don’t understand.”
Notice she says “who” it was and not “what” it was.
Oh I just gotta snuggle my baby bear!
I knew he was the one when he spent 6 months looking for my childhood bear but couldn't find it he found a really good close match, like really close. He is a very special boy.
