I'm not ready for tomorrow

Girls... I just had read your tags and I'll say: prepare yourself for my fic for Saturday!!! I'll try to recreate themselves as realistic as I can! Idk if prepare your tissues or not. My fic will have cuteness ❤️ but ALSO angst 😈 (mouahahahah), some humor 😅 and little rants. And again, my real life inspo are my own parents (my dad it's almost 68... Yeah it's one year younger than John!) that they're married since almost 29 years (and I'm 28 yrs old... Like 😏❤️ lmao).

I don't know why, but probably stress and too many things happening all at once, but in the last couple of days I'm having sudden mood swings and I'm oscillating between being over-happy like I can walk 30cm above the ground and guts-tightening sadness that stops me from doing anything but wanting to cry and throw up. And honestly I prefer feeling the 1st of the two.

I don't want to sound annoying and cheesy but please if anyone cares send me some nice Johnica headcanons and cute pics of John, they seem to be the only things that can cheer me up during a breakdown like this- 😔😔😔

Oh man, wtf are happening with some of the loveliest ppl in the fandom? First deakysgurl, now you :( I'll send to you a little intercept of the unfinished fic that I'm writing, just to cheer u up:

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It's January 2nd, 1979 but she's already thinking in the next anniversary with his husband. "Our anniversary is coming... I imagine we will do something special ..." she said finally.

"Of course. Enjoy the night just you and I. No kids allowed..." He looks at the woman's belly and says giggling "well with one exception, hehe."

"Who are we going to leave them with?" she asked worried.

"It doesn't matter that now... relax." He kisses her forehead and see her right to her eyes. "I love you."

"Me too baby... and so much"

Both merge into a tight hug. But he continues to fear for the future of his family. Try to remove that ugly thought. As much as you have to be prepared for any situation, he decide to concentrate on enjoying what he have now. And, little by little, he forgets that thoughts and falls asleep in the couch. In her arms."

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I translated right now, because I'm writing it first in Spanish. I don't usually do this with my writing productions, but this ocassion worth it. I hope that you like it!

And guys... The whole fic will be over here soon, I hope!! Stay tuned ;)