if we were secret history villains

I've started reading if we were villains recently and let me tell you if oliver and james don't make out at least ONCE I am going to LOSE MY MIND

like seriously you cannot tell me that this man isn't DOWN BAD for james

update:

fuck the ending of this novel really crushed my soul like how could you do this to me I knew it was going to be bad but boy I was not prepared what do I do now I want to stare at a wall or maybe scream into the void how will I get over this they deserved so much better oh man