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@otp-holic / otp-holic.tumblr.com

I’m T, and my brain is made of fanfic, one OTP at a time, now featuring Steve/Bucky.
|| AO3 || masterpost of my content || My heart ticks for two best friends trusting and choosing each other all over their canon (and a thousand AUs) on their steady dance to partners. She/her.Spain. Broken English at times.
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Things fanfic is reputed for inserting into the source material:

  • Sex

Things fanfic actually inserts into the source material:

  • Sex
  • Holding hands
  • Bizarre misunderstandings
  • Meticulous descriptions of food and clothing
  • The author’s unaddressed traumas
  • Found family
  • Plausible explanations for existing plot holes
  • Additional plot holes
  • Exciting new frontiers in speculative physics, economics, chemistry, biology, zoology, psychology, theology, and/or ontology
  • Tax evasion
  • Gender
  • Very bad puns

What fanfic often removes from the source material:

  • All beds except one
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Does anyone else read fics that have absolutely zero conflict? And it’s all just nice and sweet?? Because reality is just such a kick in the teeth?? No? Just me?

Like let me have my silly little guys and let them be in love with no trauma whatsoever, okay? Okay, great. Just let them be silly.

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Stucky Modern AU. Friends to Lovers.

Completed: 232 Ks Summary: With his college dreams and life plans frozen in his past, Steve Rogers spends his days working a dead-end job, taking care of his ma and niece, doing street art, and occasionally riding his bike. But when Bucky Barnes, his best friend’s older brother, makes a surprising return home after being gone for years, many of the dreams he had learned to shield himself from start to make his way into his life, making him struggle to reconcile his own desires with his fears and responsibilities. (based on Shelter, the 2007 movie) Title, from The Beatles: Got To Get You Into My Life
Well, it is here. I don’t even know how this came to be, but… here it is: The (somehow loose) Shelter AU that I "vomited" for fun. And it would NOT be here without @thewinterwelded, @between-a-ship-and-a-hard-place and @dreamsinthewitchouse who made the best suggestions when I was close THIS CLOSE to give up making sense of it. This fic started as a messy stream os consciousness thing for myself, and it wouldn’t be here without them. And I mean literally, since it'd not only be a much worse story, but also forever sitting on my hard drive. THANK YOU. Being able to talk about this is the most enjoyable part of this process.
(more notes about warnings and updates on Ao3. This thing is written to the end, and I hope to edit fast enough to update weekly :)) For @stuckybingo SB045 NI "AU: Movie” aka That Shelter AU

I haven’t been able to write or read at all this past year because RL is being A LOT, but in the last few months, I’ve found comfort in re-editing this fic with fresh eyes. I’ve corrected a thousand mistakes and I’m sure there are still many more hidden in there, but I can say it’s better than it was, and that the process has helped me reconnect with things I love. I hope I find the rightheadspace to read and write or photoshop something during the second half of the year, we will see.

The editing process has been good, and smooth and I wanted to share the “new version” with you all. And say hi.

💛💛💛💛💛💛

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When Steve Rogers makes a decision, there is no force, human or divine, that can make him change his mind. So when he returns the Infinity Stones, he decides to stay in the past with Peggy Carter, leaving Bucky Barnes in the present.

Upon reuniting with Bucky in the twilight of his existence, Steve discovers that before him stands the man who was, is, and will be the convergence where everything begins and ends.

This is the story where temporal paradoxes occur, time loops, jumps between realities, and two fools chasing each other to solidify their love.

Infinite gratitude to @otp-holic. for her advice, support and patience

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Stucky Modern AU. Friends to Lovers.

Completed: 212 Ks Summary: With his college dreams and life plans frozen in his past, Steve Rogers spends his days working a dead-end job, taking care of his ma and niece, doing street art, and occasionally riding his bike. But when Bucky Barnes, his best friend’s older brother, makes a surprising return home after being gone for years, many of the dreams he had learned to shield himself from start to make his way into his life, making him struggle to reconcile his own desires with his fears and responsibilities. (based on Shelter, the 2007 movie) Title, from The Beatles: Got To Get You Into My Life
Well, it is here. I don’t even know how this came to be, but… here it is: The (somehow loose) Shelter AU that I "vomited" for fun. And it would NOT be here without @thewinterwelded, @between-a-ship-and-a-hard-place and @dreamsinthewitchouse who made the best suggestions when I was close THIS CLOSE to give up making sense of it. This fic started as a messy stream os consciousness thing for myself, and it wouldn’t be here without them. And I mean literally, since it'd not only be a much worse story, but also forever sitting on my hard drive. THANK YOU. Being able to talk about this is the most enjoyable part of this process.
(more notes about warnings and updates on Ao3. This thing is written to the end, and I hope to edit fast enough to update weekly :)) For @stuckybingo SB045 NI "AU: Movie” aka That Shelter AU

It’s been a year since I started posting this fic. It looks like a lifetime ago, and it’s hard to believe how many hours I spent submerged in it.

I had lots of plans to edit it more (I’m on my way, I’ll make it one day), to expand the universe, do art…. But life keeps happening and this will have to take a backseat for a while.

But, on a cheery note, Happy birthday, fic, you’re waaaaaaaaaaaay far from perfect, but you’re done, and I wrote you from beginning to end, so yay!

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I'll let y'all fanfic readers in on a little secret: if you find a writer who portrays your favs or that specific trope just right and you want to get more of it, the trick is reblogging or even just commenting and/or going wild in the tags, and you'll probably get more

listen, I am but a simple duck, if you feed me I'll just FEAST on those crumbs and you can bet your ass I'll come back to that pond for some additional bread crumb feasting

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Writing is a process that often undergoes heavy edits… that includes responding to feedback. 

I had no idea this post would resonate with so many people. I let my vitriol surrounding several comments I received on a recent update get to me and it spilled out into .gif form and it’s now morphed into the most widely shared thing I’ve ever posted. So many comments and tags have said things along the lines of, “This was why I quit writing” or “This is why I hate writing fanfic.” And that’s soul crushing to hear, but I can relate. 

But while there are some crappy and entitled readers, there are also many brilliant ones and I’m so grateful for them. The huge response to this post made me go back and skim through the comments on my old stories, and comments like the one below are about half the reason some of those stories got finished, even if it was months later. 

Comments like these are so rare, but when they do come up, they leave me staring at my computer screen, drumming my fingers on the keyboard, struggling to convey my feelings about how their words have touched my heart. These are the comments that take the longest amount of time to respond to and the ones that cause me to wear out my backspace key the fastest. 

It’s easy to complain, but it’s literally just as easy to praise, so I just wanted to take a moment to recognize all those dear and dedicated readers who have propped me up when I wanted to quit. Readers like you are why I keep writing, and why I even feel honored to do it on rare occasion. 

And fellow writers, keep your heads up if you can. :) 

The first type of comment breaks my heart, both as a writer and a reader. It’s why I’ve been tempted to quit a few times, in the rare moment when I’ve gotten them.

The second type is seriously the best and I try to leave comments, even short positive ones, for almost every fic I read and enjoy.

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Stucky Modern AU. Friends to Lovers. WIP. Shelter (2007) AU. MOODBOARD

Summary: With his college dreams and life plans frozen in his past, Steve Rogers spends his days working a dead-end job, taking care of his ma and niece, doing street art, and occasionally riding his bike. But when Bucky Barnes, his best friend’s older brother, makes a surprising return home after being gone for years, many of the dreams he had learned to shield himself from start to make his way into his life, making him struggle to reconcile his own desires with his fears and responsibilities.
Chapter 1: July 13th. A change of plans. (28/02/2022 | 6 ks)
Chapter 2: July 13th. A ride cut short. (04/03/2022 | 5 ks)
Chapter 3: July 17th. An old piece of technology. (06/03/2022 | 1.6 ks)
Chapter 4: August 3rd. An interesting piece of art. (10/03/2022 | 4.5 ks)
Chapter 5: August 16th. A day marked on the calendar. (17/03/2022 | 6.8 ks)
Chapter 6: August 31st. A ride out of the city. (24/03/2022 | 6.6 ks)
Chapter 7: August 31st. A roof with a view. (31/03/2022 | 7.8 ks)
Chapter 8: August 31st. A wet blanket. (07/04/2022 | 3.5 ks)
Chapter 9: September 1st. A bittersweet parade. (10/04/2022 | 4.5 ks)
Chapter 10: September 1st. An undeniable truth. (19/04/2022 | 1.6 ks)
Chapter 11: September 1st. A leap of faith. (24/04/2022 | 5.2 ks)
Chapter 12: September 2nd. A new morning. (01/05/2022 | 1.6 ks)
Chapter 13: September 6th. A better future. (08/05/2022 | 7 ks)
Chapter 14: September 12th. A work in progress. (16/05/2022 | 5.1 ks)
Chapter 15: September 18th. A window to the past. (23/05/2022 | 8.9 ks)
Chapter 16: September 19th. A dessert for two. (26/05/2022 | 3.8 ks)
Chapter 17: September 23th. A birthday surprise. (06/06/2022 | 3.5 ks)
Chapter 18: October 4th. A new revelation (14/06/2022 | 4.9 ks)
Chapter 19: October 8th. A new line on the wall (22/06/2022 | 4.9 ks)
Chapter 20: October 8th. A paradigm shift (30/06/2022 | 5.1 ks)
Chapter 21: October 11th. A fragile bubble (13/07/2022 | 3.8 ks)
Chapter 22: October 11th. A clueless friend (29/07/2022 | 2.7 ks)
Chapter 23: October 11th. A faraway island (04/08/2022 | 3.8 ks)
Chapter 24: October 12th. A predictable clash. (11/08/2022 | 5 ks)
Chapter 25: October 12th. A couple of siblings. (18/08/2022 | 3 ks)
Chapter 26: October 12th. A birthday party. (28/08/2022 | 4 ks)
Chapter 27: October 12th. A rainy alley. (11/09/2022 | 6 ks)
Chapter 28: October 13th. An early visitor. (22/09/2022 | 7 ks)
Chapter 29: October 27th. A new routine. (04/10/2022 | 6.2 ks)
Chapter 30: October 31st. A bumpy Halloween. (13/10/2022 | 7 ks)
Chapter 31: October 31st. A mother's wisdom. (25/10/2022 | 6.6 ks)
Chapter 32: October 31st. A breaking point. (02/11/2022 | 3.1 ks)
Chapter 32: October 31st. A breaking point. (02/11/2022 | 3.1 ks)

It's a short chapter, but it was frigging cathartic to write, tbh. I hope you like it, thank you for reading 💛

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WILD WEST YEARLY 6Ks, Stucky Far West AU, General.

Summary: Five Halloweens when Bucky worked their situation into an excerpt of a Dime Novel, and the one time he didn’t feel like he needed to or The Westen AU with less action and more “slice of life” and fluff known to fandom.
Notes: @stuckygiftexchange written for @sovietespionage, the prompt was "Old West Stucky”. Hope you enjoy it... even if it's dust-covered fluff. This fic is more inspired by the memories I have of watching "Dr. Quinn: Medicine Woman" as a teen than to any western… since I know nothing about them. I tried to make up for the anachronisms of language and, probably, settings, by creating the Western Magazine covers that you'll see before each chapter (Posted here, but readable and in full resolution inside the fic). I didn't draw the comics, I STRONGLY manipulated them, tho, so please do not repost. They are all from public domain western comics from here, and the Header is from an actual Dime Western Collection that was publishing at the time. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to @dreamsinthewitchouse , @between-a-ship-and-a-hard-place, @rillils, @thewinterwelded Your support meant I could finish this on time! :)

Thing is, neither of them were supposed to survive: they had not a single card stacked in their favor. They were penniless, Steve had the poorest health known to man, and Bucky had been sent home to die with a rumbled brain and lacking half an arm after military service. And oh, they were queer.

That’s why when he arrived at their rent-due tenement in Brooklyn with infection consuming his body and shame consuming his soul, Steve was waiting for him with red eyes, belongings inside a single suitcase and a worrying wheezing sound coming out from his chest.

“Wanna go see the Grand Canyon before we die, Buck?” Steve said as he hugged, kissed and bedded him for the first time in eight months.

There was no other possible outcome: they ended up sneaking in a cargo train headed somewhere in the Far West. Two city boys jumping into the unknown together for as long as their health would allow them to. It was the perfect plan, the perfect goodbye, the perfect….

It’s been a year since I published this and I still feel proud of finishing it and SPECIALLY of the graphics. They were fun to do.

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Stucky Modern AU. Friends to Lovers. WIP.

WIP: 170 Ks Summary: With his college dreams and life plans frozen in his past, Steve Rogers spends his days working a dead-end job, taking care of his ma and niece, doing street art, and occasionally riding his bike. But when Bucky Barnes, his best friend’s older brother, makes a surprising return home after being gone for years, many of the dreams he had learned to shield himself from start to make his way into his life, making him struggle to reconcile his own desires with his fears and responsibilities. (based on Shelter, the 2007 movie) Title, from The Beatles: Got To Get You Into My Life
Well, it is here. I don’t even know how this came to be, but… here it is: The (somehow loose) Shelter AU that I "vomited" for fun. And it would NOT be here without @thewinterwelded, @between-a-ship-and-a-hard-place and @dreamsinthewitchouse who made the best suggestions when I was close THIS CLOSE to give up making sense of it. This fic started as a messy stream os consciousness thing for myself, and it wouldn’t be here without them. And I mean literally, since it'd not only be a much worse story, but also forever sitting on my hard drive. THANK YOU. Being able to talk about this is the most enjoyable part of this process.
(more notes about warnings and updates on Ao3. This thing is written to the end, and I hope to edit fast enough to update weekly :)) For @stuckybingo SB045 NI "AU: Movie” aka That Shelter AU

I’m sorry for this week’s spam about this BUT I just had to update the word count, I’m starting to write the real ending, and I’m generally amazed I’ve come this far.

(I also love this moodboard a lot, tbh)

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Stucky Modern AU. Friends to Lovers. WIP. Shelter (2007) AU. MOODBOARD

Summary: With his college dreams and life plans frozen in his past, Steve Rogers spends his days working a dead-end job, taking care of his ma and niece, doing street art, and occasionally riding his bike. But when Bucky Barnes, his best friend’s older brother, makes a surprising return home after being gone for years, many of the dreams he had learned to shield himself from start to make his way into his life, making him struggle to reconcile his own desires with his fears and responsibilities.
Chapter 1: July 13th. A change of plans. (28/02/2022 | 6 ks)
Chapter 2: July 13th. A ride cut short. (04/03/2022 | 5 ks)
Chapter 3: July 17th. An old piece of technology. (06/03/2022 | 1.6 ks)
Chapter 4: August 3rd. An interesting piece of art. (10/03/2022 | 4.5 ks)
August 16th. A day marked on the calendar. (17/03/2022 | 6.8 ks)
August 31st. A ride out of the city. (24/03/2022 | 6.6 ks)
August 31st. A roof with a view. (31/03/2022 | 7.8 ks)
August 31st. A wet blanket. (07/04/2022 | 3.5 ks)
September 1st. A bittersweet parade. (10/04/2022 | 4.5 ks)
September 1st. An undeniable truth. (19/04/2022 | 1.6 ks)
September 1st. A leap of faith. (24/04/2022 | 5.2 ks)
September 2nd. A new morning. (01/05/2022 | 1.6 ks)
September 6th. A better future. (08/05/2022 | 7 ks)
September 12th. A work in progress. (16/05/2022 | 5.1 ks)
September 18th. A window to the past. (23/05/2022 | 8.9 ks)
September 19th. A dessert for two. (26/05/2022 | 3.8 ks)
September 23th. A birthday surprise. (06/06/2022 | 3.5 ks)
October 4th. A new revelation (14/06/2022 | 4.9 ks)
October 8th. A new line on the wall (22/06/2022 | 4.9 ks)
October 8th. A paradigm shift (30/06/2022 | 5.1 ks)
October 11th. A fragile bubble (13/07/2022 | 3.8 ks)
October 11th. A clueless friend (29/07/2022 | 2.7 ks)
October 11th. A faraway island (04/08/2022 | 3.8 ks)
October 12th. A predictable clash. (11/08/2022 | 5 ks)
October 12th. A couple of siblings. (18/08/2022 | 3 ks)
October 12th. A couple of siblings. (18/08/2022 | 3 ks)

Life keeps getting in the way, and I forgot to post about this update: A little transition scene, but that I loved to write.

Thank you (once again) to those of you sticking with the story even when it's taking me much longer than I anticipated. It means the workd to me.

Send some writing vibes my way, please, because this week has been a huge bump in the road and I'm not feeling THE BEST about it at the moment <3

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Stucky Modern AU. Friends to Lovers. WIP.

WIP: 100 Ks Summary: With his college dreams and life plans frozen in his past, Steve Rogers spends his days working a dead-end job, taking care of his ma and niece, doing street art, and occasionally riding his bike. But when Bucky Barnes, his best friend’s older brother, makes a surprising return home after being gone for years, many of the dreams he had learned to shield himself from start to make his way into his life, making him struggle to reconcile his own desires with his fears and responsibilities. (based on Shelter, the 2007 movie) Title, from The Beatles: Got To Get You Into My Life
Well, it is here. I don’t even know how this came to be, but… here it is: The (somehow loose) Shelter AU that I "vomited" for fun. And it would NOT be here without @thewinterwelded, @between-a-ship-and-a-hard-place and @dreamsinthewitchouse who made the best suggestions when I was close THIS CLOSE to give up making sense of it. This fic started as a messy stream os consciousness thing for myself, and it wouldn’t be here without them. And I mean literally, since it'd not only be a much worse story, but also forever sitting on my hard drive. THANK YOU. Being able to talk about this is the most enjoyable part of this process.
(more notes about warnings and updates on Ao3. This thing is written to the end, and I hope to edit fast enough to update weekly :)) For @stuckybingo SB045 NI "AU: Movie” aka That Shelter AU

I felt like reblogging this today because I’m still writing it. And suffering and publishing.

It may not be one of THE GOOD ONES, but I’m doing my best, learning a lot in the process, and loving this version of the boys.

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Stucky Modern AU. Friends to Lovers. WIP. Shelter (2007) AU. MOODBOARD

Summary: With his college dreams and life plans frozen in his past, Steve Rogers spends his days working a dead-end job, taking care of his ma and niece, doing street art, and occasionally riding his bike. But when Bucky Barnes, his best friend’s older brother, makes a surprising return home after being gone for years, many of the dreams he had learned to shield himself from start to make his way into his life, making him struggle to reconcile his own desires with his fears and responsibilities.
Chapter 1: July 13th. A change of plans. (28/02/2022 | 6 ks)
Chapter 2: July 13th. A ride cut short. (04/03/2022 | 5 ks)
Chapter 3: July 17th. An old piece of technology. (06/03/2022 | 1.6 ks)
Chapter 4: August 3rd. An interesting piece of art. (10/03/2022 | 4.5 ks)
August 16th. A day marked on the calendar. (17/03/2022 | 6.8 ks)
August 31st. A ride out of the city. (24/03/2022 | 6.6 ks)
August 31st. A roof with a view. (31/03/2022 | 7.8 ks)
August 31st. A wet blanket. (07/04/2022 | 3.5 ks)
September 1st. A bittersweet parade. (10/04/2022 | 4.5 ks)
September 1st. An undeniable truth. (19/04/2022 | 1.6 ks)
September 1st. A leap of faith. (24/04/2022 | 5.2 ks)
September 2nd. A new morning. (01/05/2022 | 1.6 ks)
September 6th. A better future. (08/05/2022 | 7 ks)
September 12th. A work in progress. (16/05/2022 | 5.1 ks)
September 18th. A window to the past. (23/05/2022 | 8.9 ks)
September 19th. A dessert for two. (26/05/2022 | 3.8 ks)
September 23th. A birthday surprise. (06/06/2022 | 3.5 ks)
October 4th. A new revelation (14/06/2022 | 4.9 ks)
October 8th. A new line on the wall (22/06/2022 | 4.9 ks)
October 8th. A paradigm shift (30/06/2022 | 5.1 ks)
October 11th. A fragile bubble (13/07/2022 | 3.8 ks)
October 11th. A clueless friend (29/07/2022 | 2.7 ks)
October 11th. A faraway island (04/08/2022 | 3.8 ks)
October 11th. A clueless friend (29/07/2022 | 2.7 ks)
October 11th. A faraway island (04/08/2022 | 3.8 ks)

I forgot to update this last week, so have two chapters in one. Things are getting a little bit angstier over there.

Once more, THANK YOU to everyone still reading this. When I started publishing this fic I thought it was around 80ks and in "to be edited" mode, and as of today, my file is 140ks long, and I'm not fighting it anymore.

I wanna give @thewinterwelded a shoutout today because sharing the creative process is being THE BEST part of this, and because I would have given up by now crushed my ever present anxiety and statistically-powered self-doubt if it wasn't for her support.

(Y si habláis español, este WIP me está matando pero en BIEN)

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