the weather is starting to feel like estranging myself from society and sleeping in a warehouse and walking miles into town until my classmate who i’m secretly in love with and obsessed to a point of unrealistic idealization saves me from dying of hypothermia
#richard papen#dark academia#deadpoetsnet#kill your darlings#my post#new poets society#academia aesthetic#sleep deprivation#english literature#books & libraries#poem#the secret history#donna tartt#light academia aesthetic#classic academia#academic#academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#aestheticism#henry winter#camilla macaulay#francis abernathy#charles macaulay#bunny corcoran#julian morrow#richard papen what the hell