tormented by phantom touches of hands and mouths that want nothing to do with me
#why can i feel them#why do i have to feel them#this is agony#they'll never touch me like that#they'll never kiss or suck or bite me#they're too content with each other to ever want me how i want them#i want it to stop#i want to stop being obsessed#i want to be happy#but then again- when do i ever get what i want?