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#i really wish my mom could have called me her daughter at least once before she died#but that's something she never would have done...#god i miss the mom she used to be#before she got all angry and bigoted#i remember her being so supportive of Chaz Bono#she used to be safe. she used to like queer people. she had lesbians offering to be with her and she genuinely considered it#but she changed and became more Christian and more judgemental and more angry#i told her i was trans a couple months before she died and she said 'no you arent' and then made it about her#sorry for using tumblr for sharing things i should probably talk to a therapist about#vent