its so hard doing this alone..
#i wish i had someone to hold me and tell me they love me#everything hurts all the time and i don't have anyone to make it feel better#im so sick of falling asleep in an empty bed#im so sick of having dreams where im not alone only to wake up#to that same goddamn empty bed#in a house full of people who only want to see people like me cease to exist#and pretending like that its okay. that everything is okay#i want out#i want someplace i can call home and mean it#vent