Angry Fandom Hoe

Simping hard for video game characters again time to revive the gaming blog

so meats back on the menu orrr???

Hey, everyone. Long time no talk. As per usual, right? 

Getting that little joke out of the way because sadly, it’s going to be the one and only one I’m making during this post.

As some of you know, I had started a server for Jon fans to get together and have fun. It really wasn’t ever meant to be this huge thing, just a way for us here that usually talked through notes or reblogs to have a better way of communicating and fan girling over our favorite dude that ended up growing beyond that in the long run.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t long after the inception of the server that life decided to knock me down and continue to do so for quite some time. I had no choice but to step away for awhile while my life changed, settled, and I recovered from it all. It’s taken a lot longer than I initially thought it would, because things kept coming at me and I had no way of stopping it. However, I felt okay leaving the server to self police on it’s own. I mean, what could go wrong in a space meant to be for gushing over some cool guy we like to watch on the big screen? I’d pop in every so often, people seemed to be doing okay, and that was it mostly.

It’s with a lot of frustration, and disappointment that I’ve realized tonight that I was completely mistaken. 

In reviewing the conversations had in there over the months that I’ve been gone, I am nothing short of let down by the behavior I saw. The disrespect, the rudeness, the complete disregard for each others feelings that occurred in there- it was all just so upsetting to see. There was so many things happening that had I known, I would have never let slide. I understand though, that at the end of the day it was my responsibility to make sure everything was running smoothly, and I neglected to do that. No matter who said or did what, that server had my name on it, so ultimately, it was my responsibility and I dropped the ball.

And so, I’ve decided it was beyond saving and deleted the server.

To anyone who was hurt or distressed by the conditions of that community, I am very sorry for the upset that environment may have caused you. Regardless of whether or not I had good reason to be gone, I still should have done something. Whether that be handing off ownership, deleting sooner, whatever, I should have done it rather than let it sit there and decline to what it did.

I’m sososo sorry and I hope we can all move on to better skies now <3

MWUAH, I love you guys. Let’s have fun together going forward.