IM HAVING AN EPIPHANY
Should I bother to spend all of my time trying to be... be a servant of capitalism when instead I could just live my aesthetic dreams. Have been so focused on trying to improve my career and trying to make more money when in fact what I actually want to do is build the things that I want to see and live the life that I want to be in.
I really want to spend all of my time working at a desk? I really want to spend all of my time trying to look for a mortgage?
Know what my goals are to keep me alive and to keep me from Kermit the frog. I'm going to get that terracotta coloured house in a hot country where I have my family surrounding me I need to change something right now.
The only thing I should be concerned about is how I get to my dreams and not how much money is in my bank account and not how many people I have outreach to I refuse to be an influencer in capitalism and I just want to be me I don't want money I want Love I want peace and I want happiness.
And I need a new plan.