#mammalian sighing reflex – @nympharmacy on Tumblr

why does msr reference figures of eight so much? i find that very interesting

#yes okay thank you for pointing this out #i think cycles and spirals and the like. ouroboros of health #specifically mental health #you do the same thing over and over again #because people say it will help #(big theme in melatonin 130)#but inevitably you end up in the exact same place #it doesn't get better (it does)#mammalian sighing reflex #wilbur soot

nympharmacy

chewing on mammalian sighing reflex as if i am violet beauregarde from charlie and the chocolate factory: ceaselessly and without any semblance of shame (dear god take it away from me)

#mammalian sighing reflex #wilbur soot #pay for my therapy

nympharmacy

im sorry i dont think u get it. i dont think any of u get it and i just want to explain my thoughts because goddamn it 10 week rule is so genuinely just my favorite song off of mammalian sighing reflex and no one else seems to like it. i think its bc of the abortion line and i just

its not literal to me. its not an actual being-pregnant type of abortion. its the kind of abortion where u want to rip something out of ur body that is also so inherently entwined w ur sense of being like. it is you. you are killing yourself by purging yourself of yourself. you become this hollow shell just so you can fill yourself up again tomorrow with everything you love and everything you have loved and everything you want to love. you hack every strand of pain out your body and replace the need with love

its the perfect ending to the album and i love it

#mammalian sighing reflex #wilbur soot #10 week rule #ten week rule

nympharmacy

you do not understand i am so deeply abnormal over mammalian sighing reflex… like i cannot stop thinking about it MSR has been vibrating in my brain like an overheated blender 24/7 ever since it came out

#mammalian sighing reflex #wilbur soot