sadness metronome

taking away a clowngirl's makeup telling her she doesn't have to be a clown she can just be a normal silly billy and correcting her any time she tries to juggle until she gets sadder and sadder and eventually stops talking altogether and just communicating via gestures and realizing with horror you've created a mimegirl

you get it

oh I see. it was the crime of wanting. that's why I deserve it.

"hi welcome to mcdonalds what can i get for you?”

“yeah can i get a deluxe quarter pounder with cheese?”

“absolutely, do you want the meal or just the sandwich?’

“uuuuuh hold on”

*scrambles to grab the end of my tie and flip it over*

“madoka what do i do?”

“get the fries. youll need the energy in the coming days”

*smooths my tie*

“uhh yes please the meal would be great”

anyways yeah this girl ive been dating is a doll. No shes not transgender. No its not "empty spaces" shes literally just a doll, she doesnt know what any of that is. Yeah like a raggedy ann or something. Brought to life by a childs wish a couple decades ago i think, she was vague. No yeah shes completely vanilla and most active on facebook and linkedin. I honestly feel bad for even leading with the doll thing it was kinda disrespectful to her, she's working her way through cosmetology school.

Nendoroid #034 - Hiiragi Kagami- Tohsaka Rin Cosplay by Good Smile Company

ouhhhhh

I feel like every time I have a massive breakdown panic attack type situation I later have some kind of peace state where everything is silly to me and I watch comedy videos and the things that are bothering me are still weighing on my mind but it's like I put them on hold while I still can. that sounds like a bad thing to happen often enough that I have recognized a pattern

"oh yeah every time I have feelings too much my brain does the equivalent of putting a hole in my skull to ease headaches"