It’s pretty common to lose love for a project at some point during the writing process. If that happens, it’s always okay to step away.
But (and this is the important part), don’t quit! Take a break, give yourself a breather, but always remember to come back. Your story deserves to be told.
I promise I haven't abandoned Unworthy. I'm just stuck for now. It will eventually get unstuck.
A Tav x Nere romance smut fic with Tav x Astarion as a bonus - NSFW.
Fic Summary: Eilistraee worshiping Tav saves Nere from the rubble, the Absolute, and himself... with her vagina. Also Astarion is a complicating factor. This is a romance with lots of smut. It begins just after the Grymforge and is running the entirety of the game as if Nere was a romance option in the party. If you really like romantic smut, this is it.
Chapter 20 Summary - Tav, Gale, Shadowheart, and Astarion set back out for Moonrise with new purpose - look for Rolan, get Halsin a lute, and most importantly, find something to convince Jaheira to let Nere go. Nere discovers something interesting about his cell.
I can't believe it has been a YEAR since I started this. We are now at 20 chapters and over 100k words. Thank you to everyone who is on this journey with me. I appreciate the shit out of every single one of you.
I am participating in Kinktober this year. I have come up with my prompt list but I am also looking for suggestions to fill some holes (hehe).
As always, please read tags. There is obviously NSFW content, including dub-con and non-con themes. If you are familiar with my other fics (Unworthy, A Personal Blessing, Punished, Balancing The Scales, Trapped In Her Web), this isn't anything different.
A Personal Blessing - Nere/Tav 18+ NSFW smut/romance/slowish burn fic. Tav is an Eilistraee worshiping drow, and can't get Nere out of her head. She convinced him to leave the Absolute, but where will he go now? Tav is determined to rescue this sad, lost drow man with her vagina.
Unworthy - Kar'Niss/Tav 18+ NSFW Dead Dove fic. Please read the tags. This is not a romance story. Tav stumbles upon a weeping Kar'niss in his nest at Moonrise. She discovers the source of his distress, and through the tadpole she gets a glimpse of his past. Kar'Niss has suffered greatly at the hands of Elnira, his Matron Mother's wicked eldest daughter. Rated Dead Dove for damn good reasons.
Punished - Shadowheart, Viconia DiVir, others - 18+ Dead Dove fic. Shadowheart and two others, a female high-elf and a male drow are caught masturbating - Mother Superior Viconia DeVir administers the appropriate punishment. The Cloister of Somber Embrace has Strick rules against self pleasure, and a clear outline for the punishment. The is pure porn. And I mean... the plot is a wet tissue here. Dead Dove. Please read tags. Really isn't that bad, no body horror or blood.
Balancing the Scales - f!humanDurge/Gortash NSFW Dead Dove Fic - Who wants some absolutely unhinged, vile, filthy, degrading Durgetash smut? Earlier in Gortash and Nyxana's plans, back when Enver was purchasing all the infernal iron he could get his hands on, Nyxana slipped up and murdered their most valuable suppliers. Frustrated with his otherwise brilliant partner's slipup, he teaches her a lesson she will not soon forget. AKA they have some kind of fucked up BDSM humiliation/punishment kink agreement they can use on each other if they mess up. Gortash takes full advantage of this with Nyxana. dom!Gortash in this one, although it's implied that it goes both ways.
Caught In Her Web - Malice/Zaknafein/Rizzen NSFW Dead Dove Fic - Do you like pathetic, crying, suffering drow men? Perhaps with a side of evil femdom drow lady? Well, step right up to Novarex's Crying Jaluk Show. In this tent we get off on torturing sad elves and making them cum. Chapter 1 - Malice calls Zaknafein to her bed, whereupon he arrives and is sucked into her wicked games of punishment and pleasure, of which Rizzen has been subjected to for days already. Bound and in torment, Rizzen is made to watch as Malice has her way with Zak. Chapter 2 - A few days after then events of chapter 1, Zaknafein corners Rizzen in the public baths and make it up to the sulking patron in the only way he knows how.
Are you here for all the drow stuff? Obsessed with BG3 drow, especially Nere? How about the Drizzt books? Well, come on down to Dungeons & Drow - Novarex's Drow SIMPosium - its the discord server where you can be free to be an unhinged weirdo about drow with zero judgement.
A Tav x Nere romance smut fic with Tav x Astarion as a bonus - NSFW.
Fic Summary: Eilistraee worshiping Tav saves Nere from the rubble, the Absolute, and himself... with her vagina. Also Astarion is a complicating factor. This is a romance with lots of smut. It begins just after the Grymforge and is running the entierty of the game as if Nere was a romance option in the party. If you really like romantic smut, this is it.
Chapter 19 Summary - After Tav has questioned Nere in the dungeon of Last Light, she takes some time to reflect down by the river. Waking from a nightmare later in the light, she goes back to the river for some soul searching. AKA Tav has a nightmare and throws a tantrum
Late to the party... but Nere and Tav from my fic A Personal Blessing.
Chapter Summary - Tav meets the General. Z'rell shows her power. Astarion hunts. Nere finds himself in an unfavorable predicament.
Fic Summary - This is a spicy romance and love triangle fic. Tav is a female drow who grew up on the surface with the Church of Eilistraee. After saving True Soul Nere from disaster, she decides to make him her pet cause and rescue him (with her vagina) from The Absolute, Lolth, and himself. This tale follows Tav and the gang from Grymforge onward through the shadow lands and into Baldur's Gate. I intended to take this thorough the whole game and a little beyond. So if you want a smutty, steamy Nere/Tav and Astarion/Tav fic with plot AND lots of sex, this is it.
Notes - This is a very Tav/Astarion chapter with full on smut. The last few chapters have been a bit light on the smut, but not this one.
Chapter Summary - An injured Tav makes it to Moonrise with some unexpected help. Nere finally gets a moment to himself.
Fic Summary - This is a spicy romance and love triangle fic. Tav is a female drow who grew up on the surface with the Church of Eilistraee. After saving True Soul Nere from disaster, she decides to make him her pet cause and rescue him (with her vagina) from The Absolute, Lolth, and himself. This tale follows Tav and the gang from Grymforge onward through the shadow lands and into Baldur's Gate. I intended to take this thorough the whole game and a little beyond. So if you want a smutty, steamy Nere/Tav and Astarion/Tav fic with plot AND lots of sex, this is it.
FINALLY got the next chapter out. I had to figure out some logistics with big events coming before I write myself into a corner.
I try not to get too many thing going at once since I don't want to get too distracted from Unworthy and A Personal Blessing... but I wanted to make a list of what else I am working on. Items 1, 2, 3, 4, and 6 already have whole chapters written for them, and 5 is outlined. I hope to put one of these out soon, if my ADHD will let me.
Feel free to ask if you have any questions.
1. Terms and Conditions- Tav/Raphael/Haarlep - warlock Tav is stuck in the House of Hope fulfilling her end of a bargain struck post game. She's been a naughty girl, and Raphael can't let her attempt to weasel out of their deal go unpunished. Involves grapes. Use your imagination. Planned as 3 chapters. 100% kinky smut. Tav is a bratty sub. Borderline non-con, but kind of not really. Tav likes it.
2. Our Master - Cazador/Astarion/other spawn - series of oneshots of Cazador terrorizing everyone in his mansion. First chapter, The Box. Very dead dove. It's probably more unhinged than Unworthy. 1000% smut. I'm frothing at the mouth for this one. Undetermined number of chapters. Will probably just use it as a way to be awful to characters.
3. Untitled evil!Shadowheart/Lolthsworn!Tav/Dhourn fic - Tav can't let Dhourn's insolence go unpunished. Shadowheart is happy to contribute her interrogation techniques to Tav’s cause. Two chapters. Also, very dead dove. 1000% smut.
4. A Miscalculation- humansorcerer!Tav/Rolan fic. Takes place post game. Tav is settled in the city and life is a bit boring. She tries her hand at some spells outside of her comfort zone, and makes a huge mistake. Rolan is the only one who can fix it. Very kinky, but also sweet. 100% smut. Just one or two chapters.
5. Untitled Malice/Rizzen/Zaknafein fic - haven't started actually writing it, but I have the outline. I'm dying to write this. Malice and Zak bully Rizzen. Definitely dead dove. If you like Unworthy, you'll definitely like this. Unsure how many chapters.
6. Untitled Fenris/Hadriana fic - jumping over to Dragon Age, Fenris is at the mercy of Hadriana as she fulfills Danarius' request to have his favorite pet studded out. Very dead dove, 10000% smut. This is probably the longest out of all my WIPs. Will be many chapters.
Homie..... I finally just read chapters 6 & 7 of Unworthy ...... homie.... I am in... the horniest... of shambles..... I feel like God has graced me.
I must say, I am particularly pleased with those two chapters. Chapter 8 is on the way soon. I have to travel for business next week, so I'm thinking, hoping, I can finish it on the plane. Fingers crossed.
And I think Chapter 8 might be the horniest chapter yet 😈
Chapter Summary - Nere tries to have a serios conversation with Tav. The journey for Moonrise begins.
Fic Summary - This is a spicy romance and love triangle fic. Tav is a female drow who grew up on the surface with the Church of Eilistraee. After saving True Soul Nere from disaster, she decides to make him her pet cause and rescue him (with her vagina) from The Absolute, Lolth, and himself. This tale follows Tav and the gang from Grymforge onward through the shadow lands and into Baldur's Gate. I intended to take this thorough the whole game and a little beyond. So if you want a smutty, steamy Nere/Tav and Astarion/Tav fic with plot AND lots of sex, this is it.
Chapter Summary - Marcus arrive at the inn and the shit hits the fan. Tav has a not so very good day.
Fic Summary - This is a spicy romance and love triangle fic. Tav is a female drow who grew up on the surface with the Church of Eilistraee. After saving True Soul Nere from disaster, she decides to make him her pet cause and rescue him (with her vagina) from The Absolute, Lolth, and himself. This tale follows Tav and the gang from Grymforge onward through the shadow lands and into Baldur's Gate. I intended to take this thorough the whole game and a little beyond. So if you want a smutty, steamy Nere/Tav and Astarion/Tav fic with plot AND lots of sex, this is it.
Chapter summary: Kar'niss gets his promised reward and Elnira continues to play with her food.
Fic Summary:
Present: Tav finds Kar'niss and gets a glimpse of his past she would rather not see.
Past: Kar'niss has been banished to the dungeons of his Matron's mansion for his inability to produce female offspring. He has one more chance to give the Matron a daughter, or he will be discarded.
Elnira, the Matron's eldest daughter (from a prior partner) has been tasked with ensuring he performs. She is as cruel as she is beautiful, and enjoys breaking her toys. Now that the Matron is with child, Kar'niss has been gifted to Elnira as a pet until the gender of the baby is revealed.
If you like Kar'niss whimpering and crying at the hands of a mean dommy mommy, this fic is full of it. Very kinky, definitely non-con, but Kar'niss gets off. No gore or anything too horrific (I guess that is subjective).
Chapter Summary - Tav gets a bit belligerent and has a bad dream. Nere finds what he is looking for.
Fic Summary - Tav is a female drow who grew up on the surface with the Church of Eilistraee. After saving True Soul Nere from disaster, she decides to make him her pet cause and rescue him (with her vagina) from The Absolute, Lolth, and himself. This tale follows Tav and the gang from Grymforge onward through the shadow lands and into Baldur's Gate. I intended to take this thorough the whole game and a little beyond. So if you want a smutty, steamy Nere/Tav and Astarion/Tav fic with plot AND lots of sex, this is it.
omg i finally wrote something after weeks away so i can finally do this. :') i was tagged by @bearhugsandshrugs to share the last line i wrote:
Almost immediately, you force out a quiet scoff and look away only to realize that everyone’s staring —all of their eyes humorously darting between you and Rugan as they smirk.
a continuation of this post, which em mentioned i should turn into a one shot... so now i am >:)
i'll tag: @novarex @leighsartworks216 @earth2bucky and whoever else wants to join in!
thanks @tripleyeeet for tagging me!
This is more than one line, but here we go - from Chapter 12 of A Personal Blessing...
Frigid darkness enveloped her body, tearing at her flesh like a thousand quasit claws. Fire burned in her oxygen starved lungs, bubbles surging violently around her flailing limbs. Every nerve in her body screamed in agony. Tav was drowning.
Anyway, about 80% done with that chapter. Some drama is about to pop off. Teehee.
Chapter Summary - Tav has an enlightening conversation with Jahira, rejoins camp to make plans for the journey to Moonrise, and tries to make nice with Astarion, Nere is up to some bullshit
Fic Summary - Tav is a female drow who grew up on the surface with the Church of Eilistraee. After saving True Soul Nere from disaster, she decides to make him her pet cause and rescue him (with her vagina) from The Absolute, Lolth, and himself. This tale follows Tav and the gang from Grymforge onward through the shadow lands and into Baldur's Gate. I intended to take this thorough the whole game and a little beyond. So if you want a smutty, steamy Nere/Tav and Astarion/Tav fic with plot AND lots of sex, this is it.
Just started the next chapter of Unworthy. I have been freed from my social obligations tonight, so I hope to get this out tonight.
The question is, can Kar'niss avoid breaking another of Elnira's rules just yet?
I am a lying whore. I wrote another chapter of A Person Blessing instead. Well, I wrote most of a chapter of Unworthy before I started two other fics (very excited to get them out) and wrote a whole ass chapter of APB.
The lesson here is that I am an unreliable gremlin made of 30 stitched together squirrels in a trench coat.
