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but i loved you!

i loved you and i trusted you and i waited,

but it was all a lie, wasn't it?

you never actually wanted me.

you just wanted someone to adore you in the way you wished she did.

she doesn’t like me. she likes the fact that i like her.

she plays with me. flirts with me. and then doesn't text, doesn't call.

she claims she likes me "too much".

that she's emotionally unavailable and wouldn't be a good girlfriend.

that's fine, if that were true.

but the truth is, she just doesn't like me.

she likes how she can make me squirm. how she knows i'll do anything she asks. how powerful i make her feel by being so helplessly obsessed with her.

i just wish she wouldn't lie.

i'd rather hear "i don't like you like that" come from her lips as truth than "i like you" knowing it's a lie.