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not to brag or anything, but i make my therapist laugh

chat how many aura points did i lose when i quadruple texted a new match on hinge

my great-grandpa did not fight in ww2 for this shit

to all the people who voted for their conscience instead of the good of the country, i hope you're happy. i'm sure trump will help the people in palestine right after he denies life saving medical procedures to women.

i'm so sick and tired of "christians" openly being hateful assholes. i'm embarrassed to call myself a christian because of you.

but i loved you!

i loved you and i trusted you and i waited,

but it was all a lie, wasn't it?

you never actually wanted me.

you just wanted someone to adore you in the way you wished she did.

me, before my period: i'm so gross :(

me, after my period: i'm the hottest bitch in the land ;>

she doesn’t like me. she likes the fact that i like her.

she plays with me. flirts with me. and then doesn't text, doesn't call.

she claims she likes me "too much".

that she's emotionally unavailable and wouldn't be a good girlfriend.

that's fine, if that were true.

but the truth is, she just doesn't like me.

she likes how she can make me squirm. how she knows i'll do anything she asks. how powerful i make her feel by being so helplessly obsessed with her.

i just wish she wouldn't lie.

i'd rather hear "i don't like you like that" come from her lips as truth than "i like you" knowing it's a lie.

how the fuck do people have casual friendships? i want to spend every moment with you. let's sit in the same room and ignore each other. i'm such a lil attention whore with my friends. i just love you so much!!

i don't think i've ever been loved in the way i want to be

this is the first time in a while that i've actually cared. i usually have this protective layer which prevents me from fully caring but also from being hurt. it used to be "you lost feelings? that's fine girl i understand." and now i think it will actually hurt if she decides she doesn't like me anymore. and that's so exciting and scary because i hated how i couldn't fully love before. i always kept myself at a safe distance in case things went poorly. but this time i'm actually scared i'll get hurt. and i'm so happy to know it's a possibility.

can it be last night again?

so your arms can be around me, our fingers intertwined, your lips on my cheek?

told my dad he is my favorite white man. he sat in silence for a few minutes only to respond "i'm your favorite white man?? :>"

if something happened to my pintrest and all my pins were lost, i don't know how i would emotionally recover from that

as someone who has taken several psychology/sociology classes and prides themself in being able to read people well, i sure as fuck can't figure you out and it's actively destroying my life

spoiler!!!

AM I SUPPOSED TO ACCEPT AN ENDING WHERE THEY ALL GET ENGULFED BY BENNIFER MONSTER FLESH??!