sorry for acting batshit crazy I was feeling a little unwanted
hate when I wanna talk to a person but I don’t really have anything to say. but I yearn for the connection. can’t just message someone like, hi I have nothing in particular to say but you’re fun and cool and I would like to have a conversation
“No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.”
— Clementine von Radics
before you get intimidated by a stranger online, just remember that the coolest person you know on tumblr is still on tumblr
I honestly and truly believe all good AUs should be a little “”””ooc”””” in the sense that good characterisation involves understanding that changes a characters backstory and circumstances will have an effect on how they respond to the world around them
Good characterisation isn’t about creating a perfect 1:1 canon replica it’s about understanding why a character is different in your work and about grounding the changes you do deliberately choose to make in canon character traits
“I just don’t want that for myself anymore” is a valid reason to stop anything.
awwww i just found out i have to do whats best for me even though it hurts a lot 👎👎👎👎👎
i am fine so long as i don’t remember i’m alive & a person
the way god has set me up to be the loneliest girl in literally any room group environment or dynamic
sorry i was passionate & intense & insane. it will happen again
“what have you been up to lately?” i don’t leave the house
and is your shame helpful? is it inspiring goodness and change? or is it keeping you frozen in time unable to move on and be everything you have expanded to be?
me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes
sorry for how I acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time
i love you skin strokes i love you intertwined fingers i love you entangling your hands through someone’s hair i love you sitting so close to each other that you’re touching i love you mindless side hugs i love you soft touches i love you casual intimacy
REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️