how am I alone in a group full of people again??
being happy that your best friend isn't gonna be living w their bf isn't that bad… right?
fuck fuck fuck I didn't mean to make you think I was upset at you(I was) it's all my fault I'm sorry
OKAY I GOT IT YOU ARE BETTER THAN ME, I ADMIT YOU ARE SMARTER THAN ME CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP ABOUT IT
#bpd#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd safe#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#actually borderline#cluster b#actually cluster b#cluster b safe#gifted kid#burnt out gifted kid#academic validation#or lack thereof
I DESERVE THE FUCKING GRADE MORE THAN YOU DO
#bpd#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd safe#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#borderline culture is#cluster b#actually cluster b#cluster b safe#gifted kid#burnt out gifted kid#academic validation#or lack thereof
FUCK YOU YOU DON'T DESERVE IT
#bpd#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd safe#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#actually borderline#cluster b#actually cluster b#cluster b safe#gifted kid#burnt out gifted kid#academic validation#or lack thereof
I feel like I'm cheating on a person I'm not even dating because I sent someone else a goodnight message. they have a partner. how pathetic is that.
99% of my problems would be solved if I just learnt to keep my mouth shut
maybe in another universe I could be loved
I can't decide whether I need to talk to him 24/7 or never even think about him again
please someone just fucking kill me already
at this point never being good enough is comforting
why didn't you say you missed me?? didn't I matter to you? I said I missed you, I was fucked without you and you couldn't even be bothered to say you fucking missed me? okay. I see how it is. fuck you
please don't be okay without me. I need you to need me
I hope you are having a breakdown over me not reaching out rn