just a vent blog ig

I'm definitely going to edit this at some point but just some initial thoughts

I'm a minor w BPD, ADHD and autism. I'm an aroace enby. Idk what else there really is about me

I just made that to be able to repost BPD things without my fp seeing them so I don't guilttrip them into staying. And because they know my sign off on the BPD culture is blog. And now that they don't give a fuck about me anymore, it's just to exist

I could occasionally post about sh too so if that's not something you are comfortable with, maybe don't interact with me much or just filter out those tags

DNI:

basic dni criteria

zionists(covered in basic dni but I wanna put it out there)

ableists(including ableism against cluster Bs)

people who think anyone is abusive for having thoughts

please let me love you properly, I'd be so good if you gave me a chance

how am I alone in a group full of people again??

I miss you I'm sorry please hug me

being happy that your best friend isn't gonna be living w their bf isn't that bad… right?

fuck fuck fuck I didn't mean to make you think I was upset at you(I was) it's all my fault I'm sorry

i would do anything to make you love me again

OKAY I GOT IT YOU ARE BETTER THAN ME, I ADMIT YOU ARE SMARTER THAN ME CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP ABOUT IT

I DESERVE THE FUCKING GRADE MORE THAN YOU DO

FUCK YOU YOU DON'T DESERVE IT

I feel like I'm cheating on a person I'm not even dating because I sent someone else a goodnight message. they have a partner. how pathetic is that.

99% of my problems would be solved if I just learnt to keep my mouth shut

why can't I just SHUT UP??