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Daily "avoiding hopelessness" checklist

Hey, friends. I know I've been really struggling to look towards the future with any kind of hope, so here are some little things I've been trying to do every day that might help you, too.

  • Accept that your productivity might look weird right now. Don't expect yourself to act as if nothing is wrong.
  • Make art. I try to write something every day, even if I don't really feel like it, and I've found that once I get into it, I'm grateful I did.
  • Do something to plan for the future. Doesn't have to be big. Even getting some ice cream you know future you will thank you for counts.
  • Eat. Even if you're not hungry. I keep skipping meals because I don't feel like eating, and then I force myself to make something and realize I was absolutely starving.
  • Clean up one thing in your space. If doing all the dishes and sweeping the floors and putting away laundry all feel too overwhelming, try just doing one of those things.
  • Lean on your online and offline communities. I live in a county that voted trump by a margin of eighty percent. My world feels scary and hostile right now, and it's my communities that are helping me feel hopeful.
  • Try to find one thing that feels normal. One thing that feels safe and normal and helps you feel a bit more grounded. My local grocery store just got their shipment of chocolate oranges in for the season. That's my thing.
  • Try to find one thing to look forward to, no matter how small. My thing is checking my ao3 inbox for comments on my fics.

Love you all <3

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your last art work reminded me of that 2013 nellis phase I had. Thank you

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My first brush with it 15 years ago was the initial contact, and its been sitting latent waiting for my skill to develop before fully re-emerging as the dominant obsession. Makes me realise fandoms arent phases, theyre infections waiting for the right conditions.

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