The only other fanfiction that caused me to feel this much and respond so emotionally is "Alone On The Water." And AOTW was traumatic. I'm emotionally numb. Trying to make myself feel better by reading fluffy Sterek fics, but I can't stop thinking about that moment when Stiles tells everyone he's going to die... Or the moment when he tells Jackson that he says goodbye to Jackson. Or Isaac. Or Allison. Or Lydia. Or Scott... Fucking Scott, man. That was so depressing. And then the end. I just... feelings.