thinks about the di angelo siblings and cries forever and ever
#they are THE tragic doomed siblings#their lives are so completely tied to each other and suddenly one of them is gone#and the other is left to reconcile with what their life means without their other half#and their relationship is so tragic from both angles#from nico’s pov he lost the only person who had been looking out for him his entire life. his only link to his childhood#and his feelings about her are so complex because he loves her more than anything but he’s FURIOUS at her for leaving him#and from bianca’s pov she’s been forced into this role of Big Sister that she never wanted and she never got a single break#and then she finally gets the chance to let go of that role and be fully free as her true self. and then she dies#and HER feelings about NICO are so complex because she loves him more than anything but she resents being relied on all the time#i made myself sad goodnight#text#my post#bianca