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@nickkahler / nickkahler.tumblr.com

chronicling an eclectic labyrinth of architectural contemplation based in new york city
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My formula for greatness in a human being is amor fati: that one wants nothing to be different, not forward, not backward, not in all eternity. Not merely bear what is necessary, still less conceal it—all idealism is mendacity in the face of what is necessary—but love it.
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O voice the angels kissed when unbreathed yet! O lips made spiritual with uttering it! O eyes wild with the lust of the divine In thy felt presence, making thee its shrine! O that this moment of thee were Thyself! That thou ne’er fell'st from this Thou, and the pelf Of gathered days with avarice of living, Touched thee not from this moment of God's giving! O eternal actuality of thee! O by thy voice sculptured immutably In some stone‑flesh of spirit! O set free From being all contained in being seen! O firmament of joy purely serene With spaciousness of soul and stars of song Above thyself, God's human heights among! Sing on, and let thy singing be a couch To that of me which to my soul doth vouch Of God as of a self and of a home! Dissolve me to thy notes! Make me become An outside of myself, and have in me Nought but a selfless sense of hearing thee! Let me pertain to the sounds thou dost voice! Let me be other than I and rejoice Hearing time like a breeze pass by the place Thy song imprisons in its halcyon grace! Thy voice compels to parapets from heaven Dim winged happinesses whence is woven To our souls such a glamour, spirit‑fair, That, feeling it, all life becomes despair And all the sense of life to wish to die. Sing on! Between the music's human cry And thy song's meaning there is interposed Some third reality, less life‑enclosed, Some subtler tenderness than music makes Or words sung, and its moonless moonlight takes Our visionary moods by their child‑hand And our tired steps begin to understand. Sing, nor stop singing till bliss ache too much! O that I could, without moving my hand, Stretch forth some hand imaginary and touch That body of thine thy singing giveth thee! That kiss‑like touch would wake eternity In me again, and, as by a great morn, The night my body makes of me were torn Away from being, and my unbodied shape Would, like a ship doubling the final cape, Come to that sight of port and shiver of coming That God allows to those whose bliss of roaming Is no more than the wish to find His peace And mingle with it as a scent with the breeze.
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My life was in front of me, shut, closed, like a bag and yet everything inside of it was unfinished. For an instant I tried to judge it. I wanted to tell myself this is a beautiful life. But I couldn’t pass judgment on it; it was only a sketch; I had spent my time counterfeiting eternity, I had understood nothing. I missed nothing … death had disenchanted everything.
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This is the day, which down the void abysm At the Earth-born's spell yawns for Heaven's despotism, And Conquest is dragged captive through the deep: Love, from its awful throne of patient power In the wise heart, from the last giddy hour Of dead endurance, from the slippery, steep, And narrow verge of crag-like agony, springs And folds over the world its healing wings. Gentleness, Virtue, Wisdom, and Endurance, These are the seals of that most firm assurance Which bars the pit over Destruction's strength; And if, with infirm hand, Eternity, Mother of many acts and hours, should free The serpent that would clasp her with his length; These are the spells by which to re-assume An empire o'er the disentangled doom. To suffer woes which Hope thinks infinite; To forgive wrongs darker than death or night; To defy Power, which seems omnipotent; To love, and bear; to hope till Hope creates From its own wreck the thing it contemplates; Neither to change, nor falter, nor repent; This, like thy glory, Titan, is to be Good, great and joyous, beautiful and free; This is alone Life, Joy, Empire, and Victory.
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