Why is depression so hard to understand? Because it's invisible. It's not "I'm just a little sad." This is what people don't understand.
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So because I'm quiet, I'm invisible?
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Have you ever had a nightmare in which you’re so scared that you try and scream so loud for someone to save you, but not a sound comes out of your lips?
That’s how I feel everyday, all day.
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You can always tell when the clock is broken, when it stopped ticking. With people it's different. They're broken, but you can't even tell.
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I wonder what it's like to be able to go to public places and not feel like everyone is staring you or talking about you or just looking at you weird. I'm so exhausted of it.
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I was told I was dangerous. And I asked "why?" They replied: "because you don't need anyone" I smiled.
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I don't remember life without feeling miserable, sad, lonely, in pain. Invisible.
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I'm fine. I mean I consider suicide daily and I've started a blade collection, hate myself, feeling unloved and invisible, am highly depressed and starving. But I'm Fine.
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If they ask of me, tell them. I did not leave because I wanted to. I left because I was tired, I had been for years. And I did not have it in me to fight anymore.
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Don't shut me out because of my anxiety. It may stop me from doing certain things, but it still makes me happy when I'm included.
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Beyond excited to announce that I'm giving up. I'm so grateful for this opportunity and cannot wait to see where this decision takes me.
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I keep it all inside because I'd rather the pain destroy me, than everyone else.
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Do you ever feel like the filler friend? Like, you're there, but nobody talks to you. And when you Do talk to them, they get bored of you and get distracted. They make plans without you, not even asking your opinion on something, whether you want to come or not. They would not even notice if you wouldn't be there anymore. They would not care if something would happen to you. You're there, but you are Not. Get it?"
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I want someone to fight for me. Just once. I want someone to be afraid of losing me. I want them to be genuinely afraid of losing me. You have those people that say they never want to lose you, then they leave. I want someone to fight for me. When I'm about to leave, they will pull me back. Tell me what they love about me. Tell me how much they love me. Tell me how much i mean to them. Show me, how much they don't want to lose me. Words mean nothing i want them to prove it to me. You say you love me then, do something about it. You say you care about then show me how much. One day I just want someone to fight for me. I want them to want me too.
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I like to be left alone, but when people don't notice I'm absent, it hurts. And I know it's my own fault for becoming invisible, for isolating myself, but just once I want someone to notice, to truly notice and care.
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Im honestly one of those people that are just there like yeah i have friends and people talk to me but i’m nobody’s favorite person and nobody looks forward to talking to me everyday or anything and it sucks
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