I remember in 2012, that time I was preparing for my first serialization project, that was a very long time, before the serialization I needed to make lots of drafts for it, drawing some illustrations. Just drawing some doodles on the paper, just sketching scenes of image from mind, but those aren’t complete work, like how some people draw manga drafts, something like that, completely not posting or letting people see, no goals or anything, just for my self to see and be satisfied. On the paper, the appearance of two girls, most drafts one turned into a complete work and I posted on the internet, that was probably the beginning of everything
At that time I was thinking I’ll draw later when I have time, who knew the serialization made me so busy, unable to focus and draw anything else, and then just left wasted, and two years quickly passed…
But serialization life wasn’t as easy as I thought, from high school giving up university (college), thinking putting everything on manhua, from a child winning all sorts of recognition and award, then to serialization, until I sank into a deep swamp, I just kept drawing and drawing alone, and then as i kept drawing and drawing one day my motivation stopped, there was a time when I don’t know why i’m continuing doing this, also not wanting to understand the reason to keep on drawing even the meaning of keep on living.
When I almost sank, someone pulled me up, that person was MuSi. He said don’t give up, your already put so much, do you really want to see a life with death in front of you, I’ll show you a better view.
In 2014 I joined Mosspaca, I met my teammate A-Xian( Old xian; almost like using chan [japanese honorific]), and started to draw the stories about SQ (Chinese name: SQ ( initials of the two main character ) starting from your name), I want to create a character to motivate others, the hope to live on. Actually i’m always thinking, the message I want to express through the story, thinking hard, finally back to a simple start. If the story makes people happy, then theres a meaning. Not to express in a stiff way, but if the story makes the readers laugh, means the message is spread out.
In my story from SunJings’s kink, hesitation, and changes, is because of my perspectives through my uncertainties. Sometimes when facing to make a choice, to go this way, or the other way, is really hard to decide. For me or the character all needs a decision.
My whole life is put into manhua, not having lots of time to rest, or to play outside. Day by day passing, my life was just me and my art being with me, the lives in the story replaced my own, and these track of life has been printed in the book
Thank you for being with me all the way, liking my manhua, always believing that I can make something good. This is only a start, don’t worry ( kinda means panic too..), we still have a long way to walk together.
