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Something I’ve been curious about if it wouldn’t break the bit: are you one buckaroo or several sharing a name and persona?

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greetings bud thank you for asking FIRST OF ALL want to say to you or anyone reading this post that i am not upset over this question and i am not upset with you. you have kindness in your trot and i know you are just asking to prove love in your own way. buds reading this please do not harass this person in fact maybe give them a follow or a like, they are trying their best.

OKAY NOW THAT IS OUT OF THE WAY i will talk on my feelings of this with simple statement:

this is not a bit.

i understand it can be difficult to accept this for some, especially in world where absurdity and cynical humor is so popular, but i am very sincere. even though i make jokerman jokes sometimes, even in my writing, tinglers are not supposed to be funny as a concept. if you laugh at them that is TOTALLY OKAY i understand this way when confronted with something out of the box but that is not the point of them at all. the point is that LOVE IS REAL for everyone (there are other points but that is a broad one)

now on to why i trot my trot in this way. first off is to protect my privacy this is simple enough. when i talk on son jon or sweet barbara or any other way i am adding a layer of secrets by changing names or relations or towns but that is just a fancy outfit for the real truth. i am NOT creating a character, i am protecting myself.

second and more important is that when i TALK IN MY UNIQUE WAY i am expressing myself without masking, which is something old chuck does every single day out there in the world as someone on the autism spectrum. i am VERY GOOD AT MASKING you would probably not know chuck was autistic when talking to me unless you were a close bud. but unfortunately this masking way creates very real tension in my body. i have trotted with CHRONIC PAIN for most of my life heading to emergency rooms where kind and handsome t-rex doctors could not figure out what the heck was goin on. basically LIVED in the dang emergency room. eventually chuck learned i carried my body TOO TIGHT from masking all the time, but what i realized is that allowing myself a space to type freely without way of punctuation or other restrictions and LETTING MY HEART SING to just be myself without masking made this tension release. pain started going away. GRAND IRONY of course is that when im trotting as chuck i wear a pink mask to take off my OTHER MASK of a neurotypical bud.

that is why i protect my way of speaking freely as well. if someone says 'well you need to talk like this right now' i stand tall and say NO BUD THIS IS MY SPACE AND I WILL EXPRESS MYSELF IN THIS WAY AND YOU AN TROT ON IF YOU WANT. this is firm boundary for me and my health.

anyway buckaroo to sum that up again: yes i am one person and this is not a bit

if you want to know more about my way on the autism spectrum i wrote a tingler about how it feels to have others say you are 'playing a character' and not actually neurodivergent. i think tumblr buds might enjoy so i will add it down here LOVE IS REAL thank you for your question

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hey I’m writing an article on the anti-vaccination movement !! if you feel that this movement has impacted you personally, whether it be as a person on the autism spectrum, as a person who has gotten sick as a result of the anti-vax movement, or anything else, pls message me!! I really want to talk to you and gain a more informed perspective

Signal boosting. I hope this will help bring awareness to how dangerous antivaxxers are.

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signal booooooooooosting

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PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO READ THIS

Dr. Dan Edmunds is a psychotherapist in Pennsylvania whose work focuses, among a few other things, on the autism spectrum. He is highly praised for his approach to dealing with autistic patients, which involves a “drug-free, relational approach.”

What you see here is the same Dan Edmunds inserting himself, unwelcome, into a facebook group known as Autistico, which is intended to be a safe, autistics-only space. While many of us are trying to have him swiftly removed from the group, the fact remains that Edmunds has blatantly disrespected and disregarded the feelings of the people he claims to support. Many of his posts come off as condescending, inappropriate, or occasionally fetishistic- especially when he speaks praise of himself for helping a non-verbal boy learn to speak to him.

In a world where it is already often so difficult to find a good therapist, I shudder to think of the damage a man who is praised and well-known for his practices could do when he is so clearly uncaring about the actual feelings of his patients. If you think this guy is a gross as I do, please spread this shit like wildfire so we can try to bring some attention to this guy’s horrible behavior. 

EDIT: There isn’t a screenshot unfortunately, but apparently the situation escalated on one of the posts and he said something to the effect that we’re “all a bunch of [R-slur]’s who need to learn their place” 

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Some of my colleagues in FB groups have had many many many interactions with him. There have been even times when he has plagiarized autistic people, and then become harassing when called out on it.

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What people think of when you say ‘the autism spectrum’:

What the spectrum actually looks like:

The black and white dots represent a random autistic person’s particular combination of abilities on any given day. Everything is really convoluted and blurred because all of those major groups I put on there kind of bleed into one another at times. And none of these points are necessarily negative.

Point is, the spectrum is not a line on which a person is born onto and remains at a certain position. It is a complex group of abilities and issues which change for every autistic person, every day, multiple times per day, depending on the situation they’re in. There is no such thing as ‘mild autism’ or ‘high-functioning’ autism, and those labels are actually inherently ableist.

(Also please note that all instances of ‘normal/correct/incorrect’ are to be taken with a grain of salt as what neurotypicals consider to be ‘normal’ is often a very narrow amount of what they consider to be ‘acceptable’ interactions or behaviours)

[Image 1: A simple, linear line drawn in red, with a cross bar at the beginning and end of the line. The beginning cross bar is labeled “mild autism” and the end cross bar is labeled “severe autism”.]

[Image 2: A circular representation of the colour spectrum, similar to the wheel colour picker in Photoshop. The different colour sections on the wheel are labeled, but each colour also bleeds into the next. The red portion is labeled “speech”, the yellow “social ability”, the green “stimming”, and the blue “executive functioning”.

A legend to the left indicates that black dots are “yesterday” and the white dots are “today”. Within each colour section, the dots may be closer to the center or closer to the edge, indicating the severity of impairment.

Speech ranges from verbal to using AAC/PECS/typing to verbal with communication aids to non-verbal and/or noncommunicative.

Social ability ranges from holding normal conversation to using an incorrect word/tone, to unable to leave house.

Stimming ranges from no visible stims, to stimming with toys, to self-harming stims.

Executive functioning ranges from remembering everything and finishing a project to where do I start? to forgetting steps in routine

The yesterday dots indicate that the autistic person was verbal, stimming with toys, and forgetting steps in their routine. The today dots indicate that the autistic person is verbal with communication aids, unable to leave their house, and that they don’t know where to start when it comes to their routine or completing tasks.]

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What people think of when you say ‘the autism spectrum’:

What the spectrum actually looks like:

The black and white dots represent a random autistic person’s particular combination of abilities on any given day. Everything is really convoluted and blurred because all of those major groups I put on there kind of bleed into one another at times. And none of these points are necessarily negative.

Point is, the spectrum is not a line on which a person is born onto and remains at a certain position. It is a complex group of abilities and issues which change for every autistic person, every day, multiple times per day, depending on the situation they’re in. There is no such thing as ‘mild autism’ or ‘high-functioning’ autism, and those labels are actually inherently ableist.

(Also please note that all instances of ‘normal/correct/incorrect’ are to be taken with a grain of salt as what neurotypicals consider to be ‘normal’ is often a very narrow amount of what they consider to be ‘acceptable’ interactions or behaviours)

[Image 1: A simple, linear line drawn in red, with a cross bar at the beginning and end of the line. The beginning cross bar is labeled “mild autism” and the end cross bar is labeled “severe autism”.]

[Image 2: A circular representation of the colour spectrum, similar to the wheel colour picker in Photoshop. The different colour sections on the wheel are labeled, but each colour also bleeds into the next. The red portion is labeled “speech”, the yellow “social ability”, the green “stimming”, and the blue “executive functioning”.

A legend to the left indicates that black dots are “yesterday” and the white dots are “today”. Within each colour section, the dots may be closer to the center or closer to the edge, indicating the severity of impairment.

Speech ranges from verbal to using AAC/PECS/typing to verbal with communication aids to non-verbal and/or noncommunicative.

Social ability ranges from holding normal conversation to using an incorrect word/tone, to unable to leave house.

Stimming ranges from no visible stims, to stimming with toys, to self-harming stims.

Executive functioning ranges from remembering everything and finishing a project to where do I start? to forgetting steps in routine

The yesterday dots indicate that the autistic person was verbal, stimming with toys, and forgetting steps in their routine. The today dots indicate that the autistic person is verbal with communication aids, unable to leave their house, and that they don’t know where to start when it comes to their routine or completing tasks.]

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I’m editing this awesome new project in partnership with the Autism Women’s Network, and I hope folks will consider donating if they can to help make this a reality. 

Stay tuned in the next few days, because we’ll be releasing the formal call for submissions then! Until the official thing goes out, questions can be emailed to [email protected]. Thanks everyone!

We matter. We invite you to support us in amplifying the voices of autistic people of color.

Leaving Evidence

I am a proud autistic of color working with the Autism Women’s Network to create the first ever anthology of writings by autistics of color about our lives, our experiences, our histories, our communities, our struggles, our passions, and our resilience. Our stories deserve to be told both for us and for future generations that will come after us. They are stories of segregation in education, police brutality, families of birth, adoption, and choosing, ableism connected to racism, finding community, making home, survival, and resilience.  They are stories of being autistic in a neurotypical world and stories of being racialized in a white-dominant world. 

Disabled, queer, and racialized activist Mia Mingus urges us to leave evidence that we existed so that our stories and our lives will not be erased or forgotten. The Autism Women’s Network is committed to supporting projects that connect disability rights to other struggles and movements. This anthology will help us explore new ground for autistic communities of color whose stories need to be told. 

As an autistic person of color, it’s not uncommon for me to go to autistic community events and find myself to be the only non-white person there or sometimes one of only a few. Yet it is impossible to separate my experiences as autistic from my experiences as a transracial East Asian adoptee. Here’s the important part — I’m not the only one. We are everywhere. Indigenous and native, mixed-race and multiracial, Black, Brown, South Asian, East Asian, of color, racialized — and autistic. Our lives and our stories matter. 

We invite you to support us in amplifying our voices. 

What We Need

We are raising money to cover the costs of printing and publication, which include print and alternate formats, ISBNs so we can place copies in libraries, and small stipends for the project leads. 

Additional funds raised will go toward increasing availability of alternative formats, including online access. Any further additional funds will go to the Autism Women’s Network to support other projects empowering autistic women.  

Risks & Challenges

Because we are soliciting contributions from people who may have multiple disabilities, chronic pain or other illnesses, and language and communication impairments, it is possible we will fall behind schedule. We aim to finish publishing the anthology in 2015, but may need to be flexible about deadlines. 

Who We Are

My name is Lydia Brown (though you might know me better as Autistic Hoya). I’m an activist and writer focusing on violence against multiply-marginalized disabled people, including hate crimes, policy brutality, and prisoner abuse. At present, I am serving on the board of the Autism Women’s Network. I am also president and co-founder of the Washington Metro Disabled Students Collective. I have worked with the Autistic Self Advocacy Network’s national office, and am a past Patricia Morrissey Disability Policy Fellow at the Institute for Educational Leadership. In 2013, I was honored by the White House as a Champion of Change for disability rights. 

The mission of the Autism Women’s Network (AWN) is to provide effective supports to Autistic women and girls of all ages through a sense of community, advocacy and resources. AWN is committed to recognizing and celebrating diversity and the many intersectional experiences of Autistic women.  AWN welcomes all women, supporters of women, those who have at one time identified as women and non binary gender variant individuals.  AWN recognizes and affirms the gender identity of each individual.  AWN also welcomes the support and community of those who do not and have not identified as women as allies to support us in our work.

Other Ways You Can Help

You may not be able to donate money, but that doesn’t mean you can’t help:

  • Ask folks to get the word out and share our fundraiser on social media and in your network! (Indiegogo has some nifty buttons that let you do that.)
  • Consider submitting your own writing or suggesting autistic people of color who may be interested in submitting! 

Thank you so much for your support. Onward!

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I’m editing this awesome new project in partnership with the Autism Women’s Network, and I hope folks will consider donating if they can to help make this a reality. 

Stay tuned in the next few days, because we’ll be releasing the formal call for submissions then! Until the official thing goes out, questions can be emailed to [email protected]. Thanks everyone!

We matter. We invite you to support us in amplifying the voices of autistic people of color.

Leaving Evidence

I am a proud autistic of color working with the Autism Women’s Network to create the first ever anthology of writings by autistics of color about our lives, our experiences, our histories, our communities, our struggles, our passions, and our resilience. Our stories deserve to be told both for us and for future generations that will come after us. They are stories of segregation in education, police brutality, families of birth, adoption, and choosing, ableism connected to racism, finding community, making home, survival, and resilience.  They are stories of being autistic in a neurotypical world and stories of being racialized in a white-dominant world. 

Disabled, queer, and racialized activist Mia Mingus urges us to leave evidence that we existed so that our stories and our lives will not be erased or forgotten. The Autism Women’s Network is committed to supporting projects that connect disability rights to other struggles and movements. This anthology will help us explore new ground for autistic communities of color whose stories need to be told. 

As an autistic person of color, it’s not uncommon for me to go to autistic community events and find myself to be the only non-white person there or sometimes one of only a few. Yet it is impossible to separate my experiences as autistic from my experiences as a transracial East Asian adoptee. Here’s the important part — I’m not the only one. We are everywhere. Indigenous and native, mixed-race and multiracial, Black, Brown, South Asian, East Asian, of color, racialized — and autistic. Our lives and our stories matter. 

We invite you to support us in amplifying our voices. 

What We Need

We are raising money to cover the costs of printing and publication, which include print and alternate formats, ISBNs so we can place copies in libraries, and small stipends for the project leads. 

Additional funds raised will go toward increasing availability of alternative formats, including online access. Any further additional funds will go to the Autism Women’s Network to support other projects empowering autistic women.  

Risks & Challenges

Because we are soliciting contributions from people who may have multiple disabilities, chronic pain or other illnesses, and language and communication impairments, it is possible we will fall behind schedule. We aim to finish publishing the anthology in 2015, but may need to be flexible about deadlines. 

Who We Are

My name is Lydia Brown (though you might know me better as Autistic Hoya). I’m an activist and writer focusing on violence against multiply-marginalized disabled people, including hate crimes, policy brutality, and prisoner abuse. At present, I am serving on the board of the Autism Women’s Network. I am also president and co-founder of the Washington Metro Disabled Students Collective. I have worked with the Autistic Self Advocacy Network’s national office, and am a past Patricia Morrissey Disability Policy Fellow at the Institute for Educational Leadership. In 2013, I was honored by the White House as a Champion of Change for disability rights. 

The mission of the Autism Women’s Network (AWN) is to provide effective supports to Autistic women and girls of all ages through a sense of community, advocacy and resources. AWN is committed to recognizing and celebrating diversity and the many intersectional experiences of Autistic women.  AWN welcomes all women, supporters of women, those who have at one time identified as women and non binary gender variant individuals.  AWN recognizes and affirms the gender identity of each individual.  AWN also welcomes the support and community of those who do not and have not identified as women as allies to support us in our work.

Other Ways You Can Help

You may not be able to donate money, but that doesn’t mean you can’t help:

  • Ask folks to get the word out and share our fundraiser on social media and in your network! (Indiegogo has some nifty buttons that let you do that.)
  • Consider submitting your own writing or suggesting autistic people of color who may be interested in submitting! 

Thank you so much for your support. Onward!

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dallowayward:
0 - 32 = low (most people with Asperger Syndrome or high-functioning autism score about 20) 33 - 52 = average (most women score about 47 and most men score about 42) 53 - 63 is above average 64 - 80 is very high 80 is maximum 
14. LOL okay.
…73.

okay, what the fuck does doing one's "best first thing in the morning" have to do with empathy? or "[living] life for today rather than the future"? or enjoying discussing politics? or being too nervous to get on a roller coaster? Or wanting to be organized? Or pretty much HALF the questions on this thing? 

What do they have to do with EMPATHY?????  And how the heck is it supposed to relate to Autism?   Oh right, according to Simon Baron-Cohen, Autistic people are supposed to lack empathy, but a high sense of morals. 

Fuck you Simon Baron-Cohen, I'm Autistic, and I scored a 47.  Which, according to the test, is average, and is what most women score.  By the fact that there are Autistic people who score that yes, they do have empathy, it kinda demolishes your little idea that Autistic people lack empathy, because oh LOOK!!! it's not a consistent trait across the spectrum; therefore, it's not a part of AUTISM!!!!!!!

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The misconceptions are still rapid and widespread, but Autism Awareness doesn't seem to be working towards rectifying the stereotypes. Since the events are typically put on by non autistics for non autistics, they do little to reach out to autistic adults who may be starved for the chance to enrich their lives with knowledge of their disability and resources, or even get a diagnosis. But an event geared towards Autism Acceptance can make a fundamental paradigm shift in public events geared towards autism a reality. Autism Acceptance forces people to re-examine their prejudices, find out what it means to be autistic from an autistic person, and takes the focus off of curing and more on improving the quality of life of autistic people who need help now in building and maintaining productive, meaningful lives.

- Leah Jane, The difference between Autism Awareness and Autism Acceptance, The Quixotic Autistic, 7 March 2011

aka, the reason why Kathryn and I decided to turn ASDay from being about Autism Awareness to Autism Acceptance. 

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An event… sort of like Autistics Speaking Day, but in pictures.
Like, for my contribution, I’d probably photograph myself wearing pro-neurodiversity shirts, etc. And if this event happened around Autism “Awareness” Day, I’d probably paint my middle fingers blue and flip off...

that sounds awesome!!!!

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TRIGGER WARNING: child abuse, neglect, serious ignorance of autism
I’ve copy/pasted this from a transcribed version of the original article on neurodiversity.com instead of scanning it in myself (my scanner’s not big enough). the source link is below. after reading the article and recognizing that Dr. Lovaas was also one of the main proponents of aversive therapy for homosexual & transgendered children - along with Dr. George Rekers, recently publicized by  Anderson Cooper - and that this same type of therapy, minus electrodes, is still in wide use today in the treatment of autism, I thought it was worth posting. this honestly disturbs the fuck out of me. 

Screams, Slaps & Love A surprising, shocking treatment helps far-gone mental cripples

Photographed by Alan Grant
Life Magazine, 1965
Enraged bellows at the boy, then a sharp slap…
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This was the first treatment for autism. This is ABA.
Just…don’t forget.
And the way they have cycles of being abusive and super-nice is an awful lot like another pattern, except usually I’ve seen it with abusive partners.  This isn’t good for people.  It’s not good for their emotions or minds. Being “Therapy” doesn’t change that.
Also, the original article is like hate speech. :(
You know, if anyone else experienced this sort of treatment, we would use words like:
-abused
-traumatized
-brainwashed
-terrified
but once autism enters the picture, we just say
-cured

This is ABA, and we will never forget, never EVER forget where it came from.  We will never forget what it does to children, teens and adults.  We will never forget, and we will not rest until ABA is merely a term in the history textbooks of abuses against autistic people.

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