I have been sleeping on the couch every night since Thursday because I can’t deal with the thought of Lily sleeping by herself. Realistically, I know that she would be totally fine sleeping alone, but, I honestly feel so guilty. I can’t even shut my bedroom door without feeling upset. I’m not sure what I am going to do when I return to work. I’m such a mess and I am so exhausted, but I need to spend time with my beautiful girl, because if there’s one thing I won’t do, its regret not spending every second with my beautiful heart cat 💖