New file is up: https://cathedralzero.neocities.org/file0009.html
i go absolutely ape shit buck wild when people ask me if i want to run errands with them like Let’s Fucking Go. and my mind absolutely maxes out of dopamine when they ask if i wanna stop for coffee. and if someone took me to the park id go bonkers in funcking yonkers
i got so high last night that i started ghostwriting for a golden retriever apparently
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i just saw graffiti and all it said was ‘bagels!’….i’m really happy somebody is passionate enough about bagels to spray paint it on a wall
This v good meme is by Cam Tearer and you can find their other memes here -> https://www.instagram.com/p/BhHfOPElbmG/
New Sugar File 0008 is up on my neocities over here --> https://cathedralzero.neocities.org/file0008.html
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i feel really angry at myself because i can’t seem to get past this block in my writing. i’ve tried everything and nothing seems to help and i only get angrier. at first it was fine bc like, everyone gets blocked sometimes ya kno? but now i’m just fuckin pissed bc i want to write, i have an outline, i have characters i love and who i want to play around with, i have a good playlist, i like the software i use… there is literally nothing stopping me from writing except my brain. and my brain is just straight up killin me. i look at the doc and everything just goes utterly blank. i’ve tried just rambling through it but now it’s at the point where i can’t even picture how i want a scene to go, i can’t hear any dialogue, i can’t think of anything at all to do with writing and it’s just fucking BLANK and i hate it
I hope this is okay to reblog if nit, lemme know and ill delete it but i just wanted to say I FEEL YOUR PAIIINN. And all the advice like “just journal for a while” or “try writing something else for a bit” is like- thats nice but I want to write This Now. And the document just sits there like an asshole staring atcha and you feel like,
Well anyway I hope your blankness lifts soon. <3
I made a gif for Cathedral Zero
FILE 0007
The automat is beautiful. There is a long glass wall that faces the street. Through it, you can see crystal-clear the expanse of pink and white tables stretching to the fenced-off line of customers before a giant grid. Walking into the adjusted air of the automat is glorious. The cool breeze manages to make the sunlight pleasant and friendly. But one step back outside and the real sun beats down on you, hot and blinding. It used to keep me inside for hours. I wonder if the glass has a pleasantness filter. It doesn't look a different color. If anything, it looks more clear than the dusty air outside. And inside, it's a magical pink and white sanctuary from the city. It's still busy, especially during the lunch time. But most of the voices get sucked up into the high ceiling. All their anxieties about work and family spill out of them and float up into the huge fans turning above our heads. They zoom through the vents and outside into the rest of the garbage air of LA. More exhaust to breathe when we all head back out there, and we all have to head back out there eventually.
But for now, I can enjoy my little bit of heaven. I grab a hot pink tray and get in line. The floor is slick and shiny, and I can slide my skates back and forth in place without moving. The person ahead of me is performing a blood test on their handheld. Two more people get in line behind me. I smile at them and they grin politely back. I turn in a circle with my empty tray pressed against my chest and look up at the ceiling. White metal beams cross the room, holding the giant spinning fans. I let my eyes fall out of focus for a moment and swear I see something glitter up there. I stop spinning and grab the tray bar to steady myself. My dizziness settles, and I search the beams for movement.
[Read the rest of this file on my website]
werewolves are gay culture, whichever angle you look at it there’s nothing heterosexual about being a werewolf
lizard-dude
…. How?
Let me explain:
Werewolves: gay
I hope that answers your questions, for more information please contact your local werewolf society.
Specifically they bi tho.
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a family can be just me and a sega dreamcast
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I listen to this every day. >.>
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we need carbs and we need fats and we need proteins and honestly fuck diet culture for normalizing malnourishment
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What are your thoughts on this cut? 65% polyester/35% viscose, 2x1 sleeves, Drop shoulder, Curved bottom hem, Side seams, relaxed, drapey fit, Bella Canvas
I’ve got 2 on their 10th wash/dry cycle and they are solid. I think some gothy geometric type designs might be dope. What do you think?
V cute in black. That solar system graphic yall have would look good on this too.