Hey there! This post is a more serious one I guess.
I don’t mean to get too serious on here but I think it’s necessary.
For a fairly long time I’ve been thinking of leaving this account.
Being online has taken a bit of a negative toll on me over the past few months. I’m also starting to attend school.
I’m not entirely sure on how to word it any other way; I think starting fresh will be best.
I would still love to talk to my mutuals and friends. It’s probably one of the only reasons I would stay here and make a new account.
It’s incredibly saddening feeling like I should leave something like this behind. Just a rough patch, y’know?
To be honest, my art hasn’t been satisfying me at all. Over time I worked myself into a creative rut that caused me to lose my touch. My connection to creation itself has been near severed by the stress. It pains me physically because of how attached I am to it as a whole.
It would be best for me to pack up for a while and arrive back under a new, more refreshed sense when I’m ready.
My account will be up for a bit, mostly to redirect people to my new account, but I’ll eventually delete it after I’ve settled into the new one.
I won’t be keeping this one in any sort of archive. What’s gone is gone, unfortunately. Some pieces will be re-uploaded to the new account but the rest will end up being deleted.
I think I’ll change my username too to see if I like it.
I’m so depthlessly grateful for the wonderful people I’ve gotten to meet and cross paths with thus far. You’ve shown me endless kindness, beauty, support and much more.
I’m sorry, by the way. For going clean slate so suddenly.
If mutuals wanna connect via discord or anything like that, feel free to message me.
Thank you for all that you’ve given me. I hope we cross paths again soon.
I’ve moved to @shadowsegregious