Feelings (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: oh look i actually wrote a oneshot!! a couple things; you can read this as a stand alone oneshot OR it could also be read as sort of an au set in the universe of good enough & happier !! this is also maybe based on personal experience so yeah there’s that

warnings: none, a little angst if you squint 

teaser/moodboard II gif not mine!! II please reblog/leave feedback!!

Roommates and friends. That’s all you and Tom were. At least that’s what you told yourself. Tom was your best friend and roommate. That was it. Nothing more. But you couldn’t help the way your heart beat faster around him or how you got butterflies when he called you ‘love’ or ‘darling.’  You couldn’t help that he filled your thoughts twenty four-seven. Yet despite that, you weren’t sure about your feelings. On the one hand, you were fine if the two of you remained friends. On the other hand, if something else were to blossom between the both of you, you would be happy with that as well. 

You had no idea what Tom’s feelings were. You had a hunch that he might feel the same, but that wasn’t a risk you were willing to take. So instead you tried to ask innocent questions in hopes of gathering evidence for your hunch, however, it was still not enough. 

You just kept your uncertain feelings to yourself, enjoying your time with Tom, joking around and flirting like you always have. It was a nice relationship marked with sarcasm and banter, but also with Friday night movie nights, the both of you curled up on the couch, often times with your head resting gently on Tom’s chest. 

Tonight was one of those movie nights. However instead of actually paying attention to whatever movie you had put on, the two of you were sitting across from each other, arguing about something trivial and pointless. 

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Light On (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: this is a little thing for @afterglowparker‘s writing challenge!! based off light on by maggie rogers !! also it’s best friends to lovers bc why not warnings: angst, descriptions of anxiety, i think tom’s a little bit of a dick at times smh, fluff prompt: “you can be mad at someone and still miss them.” bold + italics is song lyrics, just italics is a flashback!!

_______________________________________________________________________Would you hear me out 

If I told you I was terrified for days?

Thought I was gonna break

“I really like you.” Tom said softly, fumbling with his fingers while his gaze was on his lap as the two of you sat on his couch. You felt your body freeze up and your heart stop as all the sounds of the city faded away until all you could hear was your heart beating rapidly in your chest. You weren’t expecting Tom to say that and it made you nervous. 

“I-” You managed to get out. A sad smile graced Tom’s face. You didn’t need to say anything else for him to get the point. 

“I get it, Y/N. You don’t feel the same.” He replied, his words soft. 

“Tom I’m-I’m sorry.” You spit out, tears filling your eyes as you tried to keep your breathing even. 

“I think you should go.” He told you, guiding you to the front door. You nodded, keeping yourself together and walking across the hall to your apartment. 

You avoided Tom for days. Rather than waiting for him like you usually did, you waited until you knew he left to go to work to leave your apartment to avoid seeing him on the stairs or in the hallway. You ignored his texts and calls, always sending him to voicemail. It wasn’t that you were mad at him. Rather, you were scared. You didn’t ever want to lose him. He was the one constant thing in your life. Everyone else left after graduation but Tom didn’t. The two of you worked different jobs but somehow always had time for each other. You had your annual camping trip coming up- that scared you too. Typically the two of you would drive out to the country, escape the city and spend a couple nights in a tent, swimming in the lake during the days. 

You weren’t sure if Tom would even want to go on the trip with you anymore. You were sure he hated you, but it was a conversation to have in person. 

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Feelings (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: oh look i actually wrote a oneshot!! a couple things; you can read this as a stand alone oneshot OR it could also be read as sort of an au set in the universe of good enough & happier !! this is also maybe based on personal experience so yeah there’s that

warnings: none, a little angst if you squint 

teaser/moodboard II gif not mine!! II please reblog/leave feedback!!

Roommates and friends. That’s all you and Tom were. At least that’s what you told yourself. Tom was your best friend and roommate. That was it. Nothing more. But you couldn’t help the way your heart beat faster around him or how you got butterflies when he called you ‘love’ or ‘darling.’  You couldn’t help that he filled your thoughts twenty four-seven. Yet despite that, you weren’t sure about your feelings. On the one hand, you were fine if the two of you remained friends. On the other hand, if something else were to blossom between the both of you, you would be happy with that as well. 

You had no idea what Tom’s feelings were. You had a hunch that he might feel the same, but that wasn’t a risk you were willing to take. So instead you tried to ask innocent questions in hopes of gathering evidence for your hunch, however, it was still not enough. 

You just kept your uncertain feelings to yourself, enjoying your time with Tom, joking around and flirting like you always have. It was a nice relationship marked with sarcasm and banter, but also with Friday night movie nights, the both of you curled up on the couch, often times with your head resting gently on Tom’s chest. 

Tonight was one of those movie nights. However instead of actually paying attention to whatever movie you had put on, the two of you were sitting across from each other, arguing about something trivial and pointless. 

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Feelings (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: oh look i actually wrote a oneshot!! a couple things; you can read this as a stand alone oneshot OR it could also be read as sort of an au set in the universe of good enough & happier !! this is also maybe based on personal experience so yeah there’s that

warnings: none, a little angst if you squint 

teaser/moodboard II gif not mine!! II please reblog/leave feedback!!

Roommates and friends. That’s all you and Tom were. At least that’s what you told yourself. Tom was your best friend and roommate. That was it. Nothing more. But you couldn’t help the way your heart beat faster around him or how you got butterflies when he called you ‘love’ or ‘darling.’  You couldn’t help that he filled your thoughts twenty four-seven. Yet despite that, you weren’t sure about your feelings. On the one hand, you were fine if the two of you remained friends. On the other hand, if something else were to blossom between the both of you, you would be happy with that as well. 

You had no idea what Tom’s feelings were. You had a hunch that he might feel the same, but that wasn’t a risk you were willing to take. So instead you tried to ask innocent questions in hopes of gathering evidence for your hunch, however, it was still not enough. 

You just kept your uncertain feelings to yourself, enjoying your time with Tom, joking around and flirting like you always have. It was a nice relationship marked with sarcasm and banter, but also with Friday night movie nights, the both of you curled up on the couch, often times with your head resting gently on Tom’s chest. 

Tonight was one of those movie nights. However instead of actually paying attention to whatever movie you had put on, the two of you were sitting across from each other, arguing about something trivial and pointless. 

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Feelings (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: oh look i actually wrote a oneshot!! a couple things; you can read this as a stand alone oneshot OR it could also be read as sort of an au set in the universe of good enough & happier !! this is also maybe based on personal experience so yeah there’s that

warnings: none, a little angst if you squint 

teaser/moodboard II gif not mine!! II please reblog/leave feedback!!

Roommates and friends. That’s all you and Tom were. At least that’s what you told yourself. Tom was your best friend and roommate. That was it. Nothing more. But you couldn’t help the way your heart beat faster around him or how you got butterflies when he called you ‘love’ or ‘darling.’  You couldn’t help that he filled your thoughts twenty four-seven. Yet despite that, you weren’t sure about your feelings. On the one hand, you were fine if the two of you remained friends. On the other hand, if something else were to blossom between the both of you, you would be happy with that as well. 

You had no idea what Tom’s feelings were. You had a hunch that he might feel the same, but that wasn’t a risk you were willing to take. So instead you tried to ask innocent questions in hopes of gathering evidence for your hunch, however, it was still not enough. 

You just kept your uncertain feelings to yourself, enjoying your time with Tom, joking around and flirting like you always have. It was a nice relationship marked with sarcasm and banter, but also with Friday night movie nights, the both of you curled up on the couch, often times with your head resting gently on Tom’s chest. 

Tonight was one of those movie nights. However instead of actually paying attention to whatever movie you had put on, the two of you were sitting across from each other, arguing about something trivial and pointless. 

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Single on Valentine’s Day (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: this is based off the song single on valentine’s day by cimorelli!! happy valentine’s day yall💓

warnings: none! just fluff, maybe a teeny bit of angst if u squint but nothing too bad 

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Well I love pink things and chocolate’s nice

And who doesn’t like flowers in red and white?

“Are you telling me that you don’t like chocolate or flowers? I know your favorite flower is a rose, y/n.” Tom teased, earning an eye roll from you.

“Course I like chocolate and flowers, Tom.” You groaned, laying face down on your couch. “That’s all nice for Valentine’s day in theory.”

“In theory? I think they’re pretty nice things to give to a date.” Tom smiled, earning another eye roll from you.

“Unless you don’t have a date.” You groaned.

I don’t wanna sound like an old hag, but Valentine’s Day is such a drag

Just a reminder that I’ve never had a boyfriend in my life

“Valentine’s day sucks.” You pouted.

“Yes I know.” Tom chuckled, placing a cup of tea on the coffee table.

“Just another reminder that I’ve never been in a relationship. And probably never will.” You mumbled, this time earning an eye roll from Tom.

“Well how do you wanna spend the day?” Tom asked. “We’re gonna do something.”

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Web of Lies Masterlist

p a r t s

Part 1: Introduction 

Part 2: Connecting the Dots

Part 3: tba

Part 4: tba

Part 5: tba

Part 6: tba

Part 7: tba

Part 8: tba

Part 9: tba

Part 10: tba

Part 11: tba

Part 12: tba

Part 13:tba

Part 14: tba

Part 15: tba

e x t r a s 

playlist

blurbs

m o o d b o a r d s

n/a (yet) 

part 2 coming tonight!!

Holiday Cheer (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: spot the christmas movie references (send me an ask if/when you find them😉)!! also i really really love this!! 

warnings: angst, tom’s a dick, mentions of sex, mentions of death, then a heck ton of fluff!! 

prompt: i hate the holidays more than anything in the world and you drive me nuts because you love the holidays more than anything in the world and this is why we aren’t friends (enemies to friends to lovers hello) + “You didn’t think I’d let you spend Christmas alone, did you?” + “It looks like the North Pole threw up.” + frat!boy tom/college au

please please leave feedback & reblog!!

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It was that time of year again. Christmas was approaching which meant lots of joy, love, and laughter for many people, including you. It was your favorite time of the year- the snow falling and littering the ground creating the perfect scenery for shopping for friends and family. 

Your all time favorite thing to do was decorating your apartment and baking Christmas treats. Whether you did it alone or with friends, nothing beat hanging up stockings or putting up the tree and putting the ornaments and lights up. 

Spending the Christmas season in Boston meant lots of public tree lightings to go to as well, all of them filled with cheer, music, and people who were also in the Christmas spirit. 

It also meant finals. That brought on stress, panic, and many many deadlines to meet. Many students didn’t find a lot to be happy about during finals weeks, but not you. You found so much to be happy for, even during the most stressful weeks in college. Finals meant lots of stress, yes, but it also meant the end of the semester and that a break was coming your way soon. Sure, there were many deadlines to meet, but the relief that flooded through you when you were able to cross something else off your list and you felt the weight on your shoulders getting lighter and lighter was one of the best feelings. Break coming up meant more time to spend time with family and friends without worrying about what work you have to do and baking as many Christmas cookies as you wanted, decorating them with red and green frosting topped with sprinkles or candy cane bits. 

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Mending a Broken Heart (Tom Holland x reader)

a/n: i posted this before but it flopped so…let’s hope that doesn’t happen again!

warnings: language, angst, mentions of cheating 

listen to: broken home (5sos), shouldn’t come back (demi lovato), river of tears (alessia cara)

please please reblog/leave feedback!! i worked really hard on this don’t want it to end up with like..20 notes lol 

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You had noticed it for months. Tom has been pulling away, spending more time out with the boys than at home with you. His kisses became forced and the words ‘love you’ slowly stopped falling from his lips. 

Most days he would leave for work before you woke up and on the rare occasion you were up when he left, he would mumble a ‘goodbye’ before walking out the door. Sometimes, if you were lucky, he would press a gentle kiss to your forehead. Most times, though, he would just leave. 

You did your best to keep the love alive, you were still madly in love with him. The wedding band that sat tightly on your ring finger mocked you. A symbol of what was love has turned into one sided love. Hell, you weren’t sure if Tom wore his wedding ring anymore. 

A quick glance to his left hand would reveal that he didn’t. 

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