I did it for you

"He is the most beautiful creature I have ever seen and it’s not about his face, but the life force I can see in him. It’s the smile and the pure promise of everything he has to offer. Like he’s saying, ‘Here I am world, are you ready for so much passion and beauty and goodness and love and every other word that should be in the dictionary under the word life?’. Except this boy is dead, and the unnaturalness of it makes me want to pull my hair out with Tate and Narnie and Fitz and Jude’s grief all combined. It makes me want to yell at the God that I wish I didn’t believe in. For hogging him all to himself. I want to say, ‘You greedy God. Give him back. I needed him here.’”

#OMG Bones #I love how focused he is on Jim in those two scenes #he doesn’t care what Jim is rambling about lightning storms in space #and the Enterprise flying into a trap #he is not interested in what Jim has to say to Uhura #he is not interested in Jim’s bickering with Spock #he is only mildly concerned with the fact that they are about to fire torpedoes at the fucking Klingons #he is focused 100 percent on Jim’s life sign readings #and he only cares to interrupt his examination when Jim’s heart rate shoots up #because dammit Jim #I’m your doctor and I’m telling you #we need to keep your heart rate down!

“I could’ve sworn I heard you say that.”

“ I told you to stop calling me that. You are very annoying. ”