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Anime and Manga Spoilers. Consider Yourself Warned.

@my-animeandmanga-journey

Main is @atwas-meme-ing. New to anime and manga, decided to chronicle my journey. Brainrot sets in easily if I like something; expect me to hyperfixate and examine something under a microscope for weeks or months on end- afterwards, it's nothing but reblogs and fanart. I am a Christian and my beliefs color everything I say and do. Deal with it. Also, I am an American and I know very little about Japanese culture, so I'll probably misunderstand A LOT of things.
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It's honestly a little funny how Yuu gets jealous when Shun and Ayumi start spending time together. It plays on his selfish insecurities and fear of loneliness. Yet it's one more thing that helps to heal him- letting go, I mean.

Letting go of his siblings allowed Yuu to open up to others. We see him beginning to try to make friend with the other residents of the facility. And then, his deepening relationship with Tomori.

Yuu is someone who needs people. He just can't handle being alone. And while I still say this isn't a bad thing in itself, what is bad is that he's spent years attaching himself to only a very few people. This only served to increase his feelings of loneliness, fear, and insecurity, because... well, we know what happens when he loses those people, what he becomes.

And while it's not a good thing for him to pretty much jump to Tomori almost as soon as he is forced to start letting go of Ayumi, he's taking a step in the right direction. And anyway, it really does seem like things were set up in such a way that Tomori was waiting for him when he finally did have to start letting go of his family.

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This was Shun's primary concern all along, to save his family. And he failed in this timeline. But. He knew Yuu could do it.

Yuu always dreads those words. He dreads having other people rely on him. He's been a coward and a cheat for years. He can't even depend on himself, why do other people put so much pressure on him?

But this is his brother. And Shun has proven to be dependable and safe. So somehow, Yuu manages it.

Plus, a little side glance at Tomori, and seeing her faith in him...

These are the two people who mean the most to him, besides Ayumi. With all of them with him, he's not so afraid anymore.

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Ok, time to dive into the strangest, most unexplainable part of the entire show:

So, the boy's always been a Zhiend fan, and he didn't even know it. They turned out to be the key to unlocking his memory (a lot like Kazuki! man, I would have loved to have seen Yuu and Kazuki interact, just to see if they parallel each other in any other ways).

When you first realize this is a flashback, it's like, "oh, ok, he was just having flashbacks and memories every time he heard them."

BUT!

That timeline was ERASED!!! When Shun made his first Time Leap!

There's NO reason Yuu should be able to remember a timeline that hasn't happened. But he knew Kumagami by NAME, although Kumagami had never given his name. So yes, the memory was real.

I have a theory about this. I think that sometimes siblings may have an affinity for a certain kind of ability. With the Tomoris, it's bending physics:

Kazuki bends the air to make it vibrate, and Tomori bends light waves around herself.

I think the Otosakas have a time affinity.

Ayumi had a prophetic dream. She literally saw her own death.

Of course, Shun has Time Leap.

So, why couldn't Yuu be able to see himself in alternate timelines?

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And, of course, the first time Ayumi mentions Shun...

I was like, "family? what?"

And at some point, remembered:

Typical Yuu, pushing away his own feelings, his own dreams, to protect himself from the pain of hope.

But the flashback of the facility felt more real than a dream. And Yuu finally has to face the fact that all his feelings were real. All his dreams, all his memories, all his hopes, were real.

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This honestly, totally sucks. For all of them. And, I get it. He's a target. He can't stay with his family and risk them getting hurt again. And if they know where he is, they won't be able to stay away. Yuu and Ayumi need him too much. So they have to forget him.

Shun is crushed by this. And it did a number on his siblings, especially Yuu. Sucks that sometimes the right thing to do can leave more scars than any other course of action.

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