me when im absorbing all the love he felt for a beautiful strange genius presumed to be incapable of human emotion and whose expression of love was forbidden by her nature and dangerous and doomed (right after bones told me i could never experience love either) so that he can forget her forever and be healed from agonizing pain and also when i touch him it’s the most intimate and private thing i can do and i am overcome with feeling and i can feel the way he loves and jealously take it into my own heart Alsonim not gay it’s imperative you dont think im gay