Good news: the desire To Write is back *yaaaay, cheering*
Bad news: actually doing The Writing is still completely overwhelming *ugly sobbing*
#one step forward two steps back almost#feeling so drained and stuck#i know all the published authors just say 'JUST WRITE' but it's Too Much(tm) and i'm tired#i'm so fucking tired#mentally and physically#and i know i should just 'take my time' but i don't want to#i want to write#and it's crushing that i can't#personal post#non monster post#ghosti rambles