#it’s also so juicy to me because they were in the cage together and there’s this huge amount of avoidance sam has with adam as a whole

writing this fic and it turned into adam being pissed at sam…. which just makes so much sense. because who tried to get adam out of the cage? it was dean! he tried to get death to save him and was forced to choose, which was an obvious choice. yes, sam is important to dean, but soulless!sam was getting to be a problem. and after he got it back, he should’ve been the one to initiate trying to get adam back because he knows, more intimately than anyone, what the cage does to a soul.

(via 11x09 production draft)

but he didn’t. and out of everyone, lucifer is the one to bring him up years later!! (~~and indirectly calls out sam’s chosen one complex and calls him selfish for not even bothering to mention adam and instead avoiding him~~….thinking about @shallowseeker’s posts about lucifer and his cognitive empathy and sam’s tendencies toward dissociation/avoidance/‘running away’) then he said michael was cuckoo for coco puffs after he admitted to planting hallucinations in sam’s head! and honestly it’s interesting that he would’ve just trusted lucifer (?!?!!!) of all people after that reveal. like yep, no use trying to save him, he’s already gone! and yeah this scene was scrapped but it haunts me because nothing would’ve changed. sam had already determined adam was a lost cause and it just makes no sense to me. they are allies with demons and soulless people! they know how to cure demons! like! sam and dean’s own souls have gone to shit! they should’ve at least talked!!! but no!!!!

it’s just crazy to me that the writers remembered michael and adam and then just left it. s11 could’ve been so much better with them and i stand by it. the drama we missed!

#also this is not sam hate or critical it is just fascinating to me and something i thought about when writing adam’s pov #i think he would latch onto sam abandoning him and hold an extra grudge. it’s also interesting because sam is the one who justifies #leaving adam in the cage to michael who was like Oh Yeah? bc he’s petty and adam is also petty #they’re just quieter about it in s15. but i think if adam was to let this anger show it would come out toward sam more #and not to mention the way sam treated ghoul!adam. like adam doesn’t even know about that. but sam does!#it’s also so juicy to me because they were in the cage together and there’s this huge amount of avoidance sam has with adam as a whole #adam milligan #sam winchester #dean winchester #supernatural #s6 #s11 #11x09 #lucifer spn #michael spn #midam #(by extension because they’re a packaged deal and definitely were in s11)