Why are you here? are you lost?

as i am not the only who spotted the tension, was i the only one who thought it was gonna be revealed that vander and silco were ACTUALLY, vi and jinx’s dads?

cause that would have been both fucking hilarious and sad as shit

also jinx tenderly bringing silco’s jacket to her face. then saying vander was her father. they were meant to be one big family guys. GUYS-

so you’re telling me that if vi and jinx’s mom had never died, we would’ve had co-parents vander and silco?? ok ok ok, that’s cool, everything’s cool, i’m fine-

no but the fact that silco had the same hair when he was youn-

like i mean yeah i get it it's not rly the same side but still!

the scene where jinx reads out the letter to vi is so so so important.

vi's idolised vander her entire life. he's her shining example of what to do, her golden heart, everything she was supposed to be and symbolise. and since his passing, it's been nothing but clawing her way back to his image. to his final words, to all of it.

only for jinx to take up that mantle. for vi's lurching attempts to make things right landing her as an enforcer on the other side of the river. it's why vi, despite not trusting jinx an inch, still goes with her to find vander. because vander was everything to vi, and if she can find him and make that right then maybe things would be okay. in everything else, her stinging failures and misery and loneliness, maybe saving vander would save herself too.

and then she finds the letter. the letter from vander to silco - silco, who vi sees as everything that went wrong. all the bad awful shit, why she lost powder, why she lost jinx. the reason why she went after her sister to try and stop (kill) her. and the letter is asking silco for forgiveness. forgiveness. and it all clicks into place.

because if vander, good and right vander, wanted to forgive silco, then whats stopping vi from forgiving jinx?

Omg, the reason that Silco took Jinx in was not only bc he was projecting but bc HE KNEW HER MOM

just realised that jinx was the product of all three of them. she was raised by felicia, then vander, then silco. sounds like felicia, leads like vander, fights like silco. has her smile, his heart and his wits. has her braid and his scruff and his bangs. she's the best of them. i cant get over it