missinghan reblogged
ALWAYS IN THIS TWILIGHT • BC • a fallen goddess and every piece of herself she'd given to her beloved; angst; a somewhat toxic dynamic; fantasy; mentions of war; brief descriptions of gore and blood; 793 words.
If Chan would ask you for the sky and every little star in the infinite cosmos, you would hand them to him in a breath’s spell.
Yet, there he was, earnest and sincere as his eyes fluttered once, twice. Hesitant, perhaps. Regretful, like those of a man who had spent a fortune on the most joyous night of gambling.
You wanted to laugh, or cry, or both.
‘Your eyes, only.’
He was asking so little of you.
#maya’s bookshelf#furat calling me the biggest anti of happiness#YOU HAVE NO RIGHT#TO DO THAT#BECAUSE WHAT IS THIS#THIS TWISTED THING#ladies and gentlemen#if there are days where you feel a little self-destructive just read this#literally a knife in your gut and furat just really twisting it in there#my morbid jokes aside- this has bested every blurb you have ever written#at least for me#your descriptions always amaze me because of how exquisite they are#it’s not an exaggeration I’ve told you that I always look up to you for a reason#this piece is pure insanity#just devotion slowly turned obsession turned blindness in love because girlie literally has nothing left to lose#really goes to show love is scary it’s a lovely thing on good days#on bad days it can just feel like a weight in your chest a burden maybe#I’m rambling incoherently like a 5 year old but atp YOU HAVE TO know this blurb made me LOSE MY DAMN MIND#if I’m the biggest anti of happiness then what does that make you-#this hypocritical world we’re living in smh smh