Mirakaytheanime

Been a fuck up all my goddamn life Scarred up wrists from a sharpened knife Wanna give up cause I'm sick of trying My only wish now is to be fucking dying Cause I can see that I'm not worth it I know that I'm not fucking perfect And everyday I'm under stress Knowing I'll never be the best Judge by all of these stupid fucks I try so hard and it fucking sucks So I take this blade to my fucking wrist Knowing I'll never fucking be missed See that stream of red just flow Never thinking I could feel this low Fuck this shit I'm fucking done I have no energy to run Put a bullet in my fucking head Let my brains fly out now I'm fucking dead

"Why are you so sad and insecure all the time?" Maybe it's because I was the girl who was asked out on a dare.. Maybe it's because I was the girl who got a pity date.. Maybe it's because I've been lied to multiple times.. Maybe it's because people toyed with my heart in the past.. Maybe it's because I've been told again and again I'm not worth it, that I'm useless.. Maybe it's because people have put me down for not being smart enough.. Maybe it's because people have betrayed my trust.. Maybe it's because I've been used time after time.. Maybe it's because I was told my weight was a problem more than once.. Maybe it's because I've been told I'm not pretty enough for anyone.. Maybe it's because I feel like I can't live up to everyone's expectations of me.. Maybe it's because I feel broken inside.. Maybe it's because after years of being put down for who I am as a person, I've come to hate who I am and it's hard for me to stay happy anymore..maybe that's why I seem sad and insecure all the time