Been a fuck up all my goddamn life Scarred up wrists from a sharpened knife Wanna give up cause I'm sick of trying My only wish now is to be fucking dying Cause I can see that I'm not worth it I know that I'm not fucking perfect And everyday I'm under stress Knowing I'll never be the best Judge by all of these stupid fucks I try so hard and it fucking sucks So I take this blade to my fucking wrist Knowing I'll never fucking be missed See that stream of red just flow Never thinking I could feel this low Fuck this shit I'm fucking done I have no energy to run Put a bullet in my fucking head Let my brains fly out now I'm fucking dead
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