I'm blue

This is a little more personal blog to cry at uni and work and stuff. Also maybe softer things too.

fyi, I'm ND and queer

I'm following a lot of fancomics recently but I have no idea if it's fine or not to point out the language mishaps and drawing inconsistencies here and there.....

Guys it's been a whole month since the end of exams, where are the last grade pretty please

shut the fuck up in the corridor challenge???

the fuckin people just yelling and laughing ultra loud in the corridors on a fucking sunday morning at 9 am????

In tears at how people will tag stuff with a very specific tag that needs you to know them and having followed them for a while to understand it and then complain that you didn't understand their tag.

And like.... Just stating "that's how I tag I'm not trying to be a smartass"or whatev just after is not helping others to understand the tag better. You're stating you're not trying a smartass and that tag is how you tag and like... Ok pal, live your lif, but don't come crying when your very ambiguous tag leads people to reblog and add onto their own original post.

My father is looking for a fight or something omg there's a moment when I'll snap and he's gonna get it

He keeps pissing me off with dumb shit like dude are you a teenager ????

My mother bought me shrimp???? Like full 500g of those just for me????

"extremely ignorant" yes sorry you're right, I should 100% know about stuff happening in the US when I'm freaking French

Ignorant? No but I concede, I'm not actively looking at news and I might not be aware of some stuff. I'm online and see a lot of stuff about the US despite it not being my country and being on another time window than mine. So I will automatically miss stuff about the US because the news don't tend to come out when I'm awake and because, again, not actively looking at news.

But extremely ignorant would suggest that I'm living in the country and still don't know about it, which hum... Is not the case.

I can understand why the person feels aback at my ignorance and I'm sorry that I don't know stuff that seems to be extremely important for them. But it's also not my country and not near mine and not even in a time window near mine so like... It's not shocking. I'm not expecting them to know about stuff happening in France due to the exact same reasons I've just listed, and yet, apparently they're expecting that of me for some reason.

I guess that since they saw me reblog stuff from them that seems to be activism they expected me to know about stuff??? But I'm at complete lost to how the US work because it's not my country and I have other stuff to pay attention to in my own country. They complain that Europeans act like they're the center of the world but what are you doing here with the US? The exact same.

Bref.

Edit: so turns out that despite reading it three times at least my brain still fucked what I was reading for some reason. But the impact and implications of the words still stand like uurgh

Ah yes the "did I piss this person off?" because I can only converse through experiences I had and the wording of the person seems like they're a bit annoyed, but I have no idea if they're annoyed at me specifically or just people I represent in general.

Like the dystopia between the US and Europe can bring that up.

I'm seriously just eating because I need to but I have like no motivation whatsoever to do it and yeah now I need to do groceries but I have no idea what to buy or anything

we're supposed to have ameeting with a teacher via discord but he didn't specified a time so now I'm stuck not being able to finish my paper bc I don't know when he will show up for the meeting

In tears

the loud low noise was stopping me from sleeping for days, then it stopped but the nightbour started her screaming contest again, then finally she stopped too, so my next door neighbour thought it was the time to start listening to radio til 3am again. Last night he did too, but stopped earlier, but right now (end of the afternoon) the neighbour from accross the hall is piercing walls or smth and it makes so much noises and I just want to work

so annoying how my brain is giving so many AU ideas about shiws I like instead of like,,,,, being focused on the work I need to do for uni like wtf please just give me the juice for uni work so I can be done soon instead of strugglin all day