sometimes its fun to indulge in songs & other such art thats like What if i was just a person in the world & had no ties & im just a little pansy thing so scared and kind of broken but id like to think myself wise enough to do good and i like the way you think and life is too long to never hold in you in my arms everything is so silly and i love life <3
#its quiet now i doubt if any thoughts will ever come again but theres a sense of someone consequence wheezing down my neck#its fine we're fine im doing everything that im supposed to do id burn it all id set the world on fire just to be with you#lousy bastard post obviously. theres very real feelings that are had and art to be made &this doesnt really touch on what i mean#when i was 14 i felt “closer” to all this despite being further but now that i am closer i feel further#No i dont live in fantasy land but hell Shits not easy and i think 10~ years in the future and it makes everything feel silly (good thin#everything so serious id like to be passionate and indeed take whats infront of me seriously but id also like to have it in me to smile and#know that theres ways to go about it all that makes it feel a little less heavy#delete later nonsense. dramatically pulls the curtain closed Oh its all wrong ....! what i mean is ...... but then .....#its all so simple and complicated & serious and silly#must be known im doing well today#i do believe it is of upmost importance that i get a piece of paper and dump nonsense from my head onto it#i want to make artworks im getting very sick#after i take care of some tasks first. SIGH. SIGHHHH