★ hi and hullo im allister the wizard welcome to my blog im 19 he/him. i like art and talkin
feeling that i am in a body is so irritating
#Every day and night i want to rip myself open#atleast in my bed its a little bit more normal because im still terribly uncomfortable but atleast it can be cured by#“i need to be crushed under 20 weighted blankets”#Screams quietly#oh you know im always wearing that sweater its the only thing that makes me feel a bit okay.#like a nice hug all the time and a humble shield of all that is harsh
sometimes its fun to indulge in songs & other such art thats like What if i was just a person in the world & had no ties & im just a little pansy thing so scared and kind of broken but id like to think myself wise enough to do good and i like the way you think and life is too long to never hold in you in my arms everything is so silly and i love life <3
#its quiet now i doubt if any thoughts will ever come again but theres a sense of someone consequence wheezing down my neck#its fine we're fine im doing everything that im supposed to do id burn it all id set the world on fire just to be with you#lousy bastard post obviously. theres very real feelings that are had and art to be made &this doesnt really touch on what i mean#when i was 14 i felt “closer” to all this despite being further but now that i am closer i feel further#No i dont live in fantasy land but hell Shits not easy and i think 10~ years in the future and it makes everything feel silly (good thin#everything so serious id like to be passionate and indeed take whats infront of me seriously but id also like to have it in me to smile and#know that theres ways to go about it all that makes it feel a little less heavy#delete later nonsense. dramatically pulls the curtain closed Oh its all wrong ....! what i mean is ...... but then .....#its all so simple and complicated & serious and silly#must be known im doing well today#i do believe it is of upmost importance that i get a piece of paper and dump nonsense from my head onto it#i want to make artworks im getting very sick#after i take care of some tasks first. SIGH. SIGHHHH
you done good mr allister you done good
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Artwork for our good friend @mdq !!
brushbuddy makes this too easy & fun
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the 🐟muse...and the ☢etch...
hehaha the thing where olruggio does something and the apprentices are shocked but qifrey is casual about it
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banger post ngl
when it was my birthed day we watched moomins and me and my sibling laughed so hard at this frame. i think it was blink and youll miss it too. how quickly we forget
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Of course for more examples, please look at my other art posts! I suggest you be as descriptive as possible with how you want me to draw. If you’re interested feel free to message me either here or thru Discord @//radarvision :) Im also interested in working as a thumbnail artist or making other social media graphics for you.
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Some of Tove Jansson’s sketchwork of Fillyjonk for Tales from Moominvalley and Moominvalley in November. If you’re familiar with the books you’ll recognize the general motifs, Tove did lots of variations of the same pictures again and again to find just the right one for publication. My favorite touch that never made it into any final work is that nasty fox skin wrapped around her neck in the first pic.
okay silly billys
i was so into papermaking i watched every single papermaking video on on youtube
why did i get 8 of these in a row gtfo