i can’t fall in love and it’s not angsty and depressing its just another day going to work and hearing about someone else proposing and another two tv characters kissing and feeling nothing at all and going home and petting my dogs and having tea.and its not sad but its heartbreaking
What Matters
I have fallen in love with you.
I have fallen in love with your voice, I like to hear it speak, I like to hear it sing.
I have fallen in love with your arms, I love the way they wrap around me, I love the way they warm my skin.
I’ve fallen in love with your eyes. When they shine with passion, when they crinkle and when they cry.
I’ve fallen in love with your smile, and your hair between my fingers. With your laugh and your warmth and with your mind.
But I haven’t fallen in love with your kiss. And I have’t fallen into bed with you. And I haven’t bought a ring for your finger.
I have fallen into loving you for all the reasons that matter, and I can only hope you won’t fall in love with me for the one reason that doesn’t.
I need aroace friends to validate me when im having doubts about being aroace :(
