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this comeback is personal, it’s an apology to myself
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be busy. busy not checking messages. busy reading those books you never started or finished. busy having a good night of sleep. busy taking care of yourself and your skin. busy moving your body. busy helping your community. busy reflecting on your life and what you can improve. busy doing things aside from the capitalistic viewpoint of “productivity.” busy slowing down.

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my plan to quit smoking

i’m a smoker for 3 years, a pack per day, and i got fucking tired of my addiction and everything bad it brought me. this is what i’ll do to successfully quit

this is my personal plan prepared by me with the help of my psychiatrist + ex-smokers i know irl. this is not a medical advice.

⟢ quitting cold turkey brings me more harm than goods. i’m stick with nicotine gums

i already quit once with Nicorette gums. it took me 2,5 weeks to finally be 100% nicotine free and i managed to keep it for 48 days. unfortunately i was pretty mentally unstable at the time and relapsed. now that i’m stable and with a great supporting group, i’ll be able to manage it better.

  • no more than 6 gums of 4mg per day;
  • every two days, decrease by one gum until reaching zero.

⟢ i increased my med dose to help with mood swings and depression

since i suffer from crippling depression and suicidal ideation in abstinence because of my bipolar disorder, my psychiatrist told me to increase one of my meds’ dose by half of my current dose to help me.

  • disclaimer: this is just during the time of abstinence. i have regular psychiatric follow-ups. it’s not recommended to adjust your medication without consulting your doctor first. don’t make reckless decisions on your own.

⟢ if craving makes me dysfunctional, i’ll smoke kumbaya

kumbaya is a nicotine-free smoking blend made from herbs like chamomile, mint, clove etc. since i used to smoke a pack per day (i was consuming about 40mg of nicotine per day), i know i’ll suffer a lot from cravings and abstinence, so i already bought some Lemonblend kumbayas.

⟢ exercise everyday

most ex-smokers i know irl became runners or gymrats after quitting. they switched their main source of dopamine from nicotine to something healthy and this is exactly what i’m gonna do. i already exercise everyday at gym, but if abstinence demands, i’ll start running or doing more exercises at home too.

⟢ i’ll keep something on my mouth

i dislike Freud, but he was right about oral fixation. sometimes i don’t smoke because i need nicotine, i just need some emotional comfort by putting something on my mouth. since a lot of ex-smokers gain weight because they switch their smoking compulsion to eating compulsion, i’ll stick with sugar-free gums/lollipops, toothpicks and drinking water.

⟢ i’ll be mindful about my smoking habit

do i really want to smoke or i’m just bored? then i’ll do something to keep myself busy. do i really want to smoke or i’m just hungry? then i’ll eat something nourishing or drink water. do i really want to smoke or i’m just stressed/sad? then i’ll do something to boost my happiness or keep me calm.

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aquaglow

ok so I was reading about polls conducted about new year's resolutions and which ones were the most common so I want to know where my followers fit in these stats! maybe I'll even write up some advices depending on the results. who knows. wink wink. reblogs will be very appreciated! 🌿

*in case you made multiple resolutions, pick the one you'd most like to see come true!

**I decided to put these 3 together because they usually go together, or are the result of one another, and I needed the space for the other options lol it's totally valid if your fitness goals are unrelated to weight though!

***please include other resolutions on the replies/tags, I'd love to read them!

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maxiglow

20 years from now you’d give anything to be this age again and have the time you have now. make it worth it!

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i’m fucking tired and angry. this is the last pack of cigarettes i’ll ever smoke. i won’t allow this anymore. i won’t allow some stupid habit i made when i was depressed and unstable to stay in my self-care healthy girl era. i don’t care if it’s harder to quit nicotine than cocaine, i don’t deserve to have my lungs and throat consumed by addiction. i don’t want to be consumed by this anymore. it’s been a pack per day for 3 years. i had enough.

wish me luck to endure abstinence because it makes my mood swings harder than ever, but i won’t allow this anymore.

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aquaglow

slow morning, skincare, healing nutrition, soft-spoken words 🌿

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maxiglow

10 things to do after 10pm

  1. clean up
  2. skincare routine
  3. put your phone on do not disturb mode
  4. 30min reading
  5. diffuse lavander / ylang ylang oil
  6. play relaxing music
  7. journal about your day
  8. create a to-do list for tomorrow
  9. have quality time with loved ones
  10. drink tea / hot water with lemon
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i just mentioned you on my self-improvement sideblog but i wanted to tell you personally: i absolutely love your blog <3 you're positive without being trite, and i love your focus on peace and healing instead of being mean to yourself. thank you and happy new year!! <3 <3 <3

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hii!! thank you so much 💕 this means a lot to me 🥹🫶

i didn’t get the notification of your sideblog, can you comment here or dm me so i can follow?

wishing you the best in your self-improvement journey!!

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weepycat

"how to prevent smile lines" there are a thousand more important things to do with your time than postpone evidence of life's joy on your face

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fraiserire

YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO CARE!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO FEEL!!!!!! FEEL FEEL FEEL!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALL THINGS GOOD AND PURE FEEL SOMETHING!!!! OPEN YOUR HEART! BE VULNERABLE! BE SOFT! BE SO FULL OF LOVE AND MESSY AND CRY YOUR HEART OUT!!!!!!! LOVE AND FEEL!!! FEEL AND LOVE!!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO CARE! IT IS OKAY TO CARE!!! TO LOVE, TO HURT, AND CRY! PLEEEEEEASE FOR THE LOVE OF THE WORLD, CARE. FEEL. LOVE. BE A MESS OF LOVE AND FEELINGS!!! WE NEED OPEN HEARTS AND KIND EYES WITH BEAMING SOULS!!!! PLEASE!!!!!

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