Need whatever disease they have
A little redraw that went rogue
I really need more of them! I need their whole story and lore AAAHH
she studied cuntology at the university of servington
I know. (I feel much more than I speak.) I know you, you know. (I see you, sometimes, in the shape of my shadow, in the blacks of my eyes, in the darkest corners of my nightmares.)
She is. (She disappeared one day, but she was fading long before.) I won’t tell you that I never thought about it. (The promise used haunt me—a new reality, written to the shape of my dreams.) Of course I thought about it. (I still think about it, some days. The dream still makes me ache.)
But everything comes at a price. (The price is always blood, and that’s why we’re both bleeding.)
In order to bring our mother back, (She had green eyes, like ours.) someone else would have to lose theirs. (I like when people say I look like her. I like being like her, any way I can. Don’t you?) And that, I couldn’t wish on anyone. (We are the same weight, you and I. Both heavy with the ache of missing her.)
Me? I manage to go on living, (The ache will not die and neither will I. We’re a package deal now.) trying to be happy, (It’s harder than you think, and also easier. Smiles are born from such simple things—did you know?) as she wanted me to. (I think she’d be proud, if she were here. It makes me smile.)
I have my friends to comfort me. (On grayscale days they are the color. They paint me from the inside out.) I’m okay now. (I will be.) I’m as well as I can be, anyway. (It will get better. That’s what their colors tell me.)
It must be painful (I know the hurt.) for someone who doesn’t have any close friends, (I used to watch my window like a movie, looking out at the life I wish I had.) or anyone to comfort them. (The house was always cold. I’m shivering even now.)
(Someone like you, yes.) (Someone like me, not long ago.)
Only you can decide not to be alone. (If you reach out in the dark there will be hands to meet you.)
(I understand. I love you now.)
(Do you?)
Evil kitty is so hard to draw 😔
this scene was normal with no undertones at all
bonus:
Just went with the flow
the special was perfect
someone please draw the scene where they go home through the portal from the other side of the portal i need to see whatever ridiculous heart eyes claw is making at her
okay i did it myself
My friend showed me this new au yesterday and I've been possessed ever since
AAAAAAAAAA
Sometimes, I do remember to do the timelapse thing
i need to know everything about them immediately
the more I think about it the more I'm convincing myself that there's some sort of alternate universe at play here / or alternate timeline / or illusion of some sort. especially since now we know there'll be a miracuverse with the Paris special
everything's too bubbly & sparkly everything's too weird and confusing, what's that thing scaring Lila (she looked both surprised and afraid??). The price of the wish can't be just that and Gabriel can't have such a big change of heart - or at least wish for Nathalie to live and for him to die instead. Gabriel was going to die anyway so can this be enough? I don't know I'm still not fully reacting logically I need to process more
They spent an awful long time at the end talking about that eco-friendly city & new school and idk that's sus too
I don't know I'll need to rewatch the episodes and listen to a lot of things carefully to pick up on clues but... things are wayyyy too weird and unsettling to be fully true & I'll hold onto that hope