Update on me
You’re not obligated to read this, this is just for those who may be curious
Back in August (I think) I talked about disappearing for a bit. My mental health definitely checked out, I was frustrated there wasn’t a day that I was not crying, I just wanted to not be here… especially physically.
I needed a break. And after (embarrassingly) being caught at work in full blown tears, I took a much needed pause. I’m lucky to work with amazing people and to have such a caring supervisor that allowed me to stay home for a few days so that I could just breathe.
And all I did? Was stay in bed and you know what? it felt good. I didn’t feel guilty about it, I was tired and I needed to recharge. I needed to clean my space and refresh and regroup.
Im not saying I’m 100% happy or great. Tbh… I never know if I’ll reach there considering I’ve been going through this for years BUT I am in a better head space than I was a few months ago.
I reeeeeaaally hope so. I just need to get my laptop fixed and your girl is going back home for a whoooole month🙈 for a much deserved vacation. so my return will have to wait until after.
I hope everyone has been doing fine, I missed it here…. Even though I lurk in the shadows
Peace and Love. See you in the next one❤️