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Still fucking crying 😭
I was so broken over this. I love them so much. ❤️❤️
Regardless of your opinion, this was devestating and now I am crying again. Jensen just killed it here, and Jared delivered as well. I am so proud of them and I am so proud of our boys.
I will never be able to watch this and not cry.
There will never be a point I don’t watch this and not sob. Both our boys were incredible and I am so, so proud.
I’ll take the itty-bitty one. That’s a bad choice. You see this? This is quick. It’s clean. No muss, no fuss. You blink and you’re dead.
Jared & Jensen | SPN 15x20 Behind the Scenes
📷 KSiteTV
Just a little joke to hold y'all together a bit (as I fail to get some sleep)
Sam at the beginning of Carry On-
And Dean shortly after-
*I'll see myself out *
I'm gonna make some misery pie today. Want some? Lol
I’m seeing so many negative posts about the ending and it truly hurts my heart to see. 15 years these guys have given us. Blood, sweat, tears and a hell of a lot of time. They absolutely do not deserve this negativity.
I’m going to be honest here. Please bear with me.
At first, I had no idea how to react. I was angry, I was a sobbing, emotional wreck that Dean went out the way he did. I, for sure, thought there was going to be a twist, that maybe it was one of “Chucks Endings” and we were inside his head as he went mad in an alley somewhere. Then I went into denial, like really, this is it? After all this time, all this effort and pain they’ve gone through for it to be…like this? Why couldn’t they be happy? Why couldn’t they both die of old age?
Then it hit me.
The boys would never do an ending that they wouldn’t feel was justified for their characters and if anyone knows them the best, it’s J2. Dean went down on a normal hunt, Sam got to live the apple pie life that his brother had always wanted for him.
They were happy. They were at PEACE.
Even before that death, they were living their normal life. Dean with a dog (oh my heart, am I right?), they had a dodgy washing machine, Miracle ate the leftovers, Sam makes his bed where Dean absolutely does not which made me laugh so hard, Sam likes to wack his hair up in a towel, Dean went to a damn pie festival and finally got the treats of his dreams…it was normal.
…and so I am at peace with the ending. I get it. I said my emotional goodbye to my two boys through tears, a lot of sobbing and a fond smile. They have given me so much to be thankful for.
I’m seeing negative posts about reunions and not seeing characters back on your screen.
Come on now. Let’s stop this hate, right here and now.
Let’s take a step back here and look at this situation, COVID happened, it meant that so much that was planned could not be done because of this stupid disease. Who knows what would have been done differently if things had been normal in the world and you know, maybe we will find out over the next few months. There is absolutely, no need, to be hateful in this fandom.
But please, think about what Dean is going to be experiencing now in heaven, think about what our boys are going to be experiencing at this exact moment in time now they are together again. They’re back with their family.
- They get to have their family dinners with mom and dad.
- They get to walk into the roadhouse and see Ellen giving a glare across the bar when Dean and Jo flirt.
- They get to see Cas, who has helped rebuild a heaven that Dean and Sam would love.
- They get to hangout with Bobby, our Bobby. Not AU stand in. BOBBY.
- They get to be yelled at by Rufus.
- Sam gets to see Jess, a reunion that he’s waited so long for (which i’m sure he’ll be happy about even if he did get married)
- They get to see Kevin.
- They get to see Adam and actually get to know their half brother. (Wish I could see the look on Mary’s face when that ball is dropped)
- Maybe they will have meetings with Rowena. Who knows if Crowley was brought back to annoy his mother and argue over the throne in hell.
- Maybe Jack will stop by once in a while to see how his adoptive dads are doing.
…and to see all that, we only need to use our imagination. We can create those moments with our words, we can share our ideas through our own vision. Even though it feels so final, the ending is still so open. Just like Michael, the door to the Supernatural world hasn’t really closed. It’s been left open…just a crack…waiting for the right time to revisit it once again.
It started with the Winchesters.
It ended with the Winchesters.
Two brothers, a love that runs incredibly deep, finally being a peace now that they are done.
And I’m crying again. Beautiful @winchest09 💕💕
Yeah. Well said.
Thanks for being more positive about the finale... I'm a bit sleep deprived, but I felt crazy that all I could find was people hating. I think for filming during a pandemic, it was amazing. I thought it was the perfect ending. VERY artistic, and more about the message than plot. A final road trip, indeed. I think Sam's blurry wife is MOST LIKELY supposed to be Eileen- I figure with COVID and a tight filming schedule, it might've been a bit difficult to give cameos to absolutely everyone they most likely originally wanted to. They had a pandemic to work around. I think what they came up with in the end was beautiful. Soul crushingly so, of course, but beautiful. I think they dropped the realism and went for more symbolism, and executed it very well. Also sorry for the ramble, I really need to sleep but my mind is racing 🥺
I'm supposed to be trying to sleep myself, right now, but...same hat, I guess.
I think a lot of what you said is spot on... and I'm headcanoning a lot of stuff right now.
The wife was Eileen, Dean found Cas in Heaven while he was on his drive, he spent some time with John and Mary and Adam while he waited for Sam to show. He hung out with Jo and Bobby and Ellen. Dean Winchester the II had an anti-possession tat so Sam trained that boy, but didn't force him to learn anything, didn't force him to hunt. He told him stories of his namesake and the times Dean I saved the world, the universe even.
The Bunker wasn't closed down, but Sam chose not to live there, too many memories.. He let other hunters use it, instead. It became a base for the New Men of Letters and hunters from across the country. Sam would go there when he needed a book or someone called him in for help, but he couldn't stay the night.
Sam never stopped fighting, even when he made a family. Just like his mother, just like Dean said.
*excuse me while I cry some more*
The show was about the brothers and that’s part of why we didn't get all the others in the finale (covid, I'm sure is another). It’s Sam and Dean. The show has always been Sam and Dean.
Jokes,wank and emotions aside, Heaven is now clear of Chuck, there’s no apocalyptic wars being puppeteered by a megalomaniac, and as Bobby puts it, “time is different” up there. A long drive for Dean is a lifetime for Sam on earth. Everyone he ever loved and cherished is just having a long afternoon in heaven, and once Sam gets there, they can both reunite with their loved ones again. Mom, Dad, Cas, Roadhouse gang, etc. By the time Sam gets back to heaven, it’s only a couple of heavenly minutes till Eileen (because we can almost bet it was her?), follows after Sam. And by that notion, anyone who was close to his age group as well! So Donna and Joddy are probably up there as well if they made it to old age. Dean–for the first time in his life– has nothing to rush or worry about! Everyone can wait until the one person he always made an entrance with shows up to follow suit–Sam.
It’s not a trash ending, it’s just a rushed ending that’s been severely undercut (cast numbers-wise) by the pandemic. In a virus-free world, Jared and Jensen would have been joined by an epic cast, old and new, dead and alive characters. The retrospect would have been about 25 mins long, the episode itself an hour++, and the cheesy tearful studio goodbye somewhere around 5-7 mins long, with multiple cast and crew talking into a mic being passed around the bunker’s main room.
Thankfully, we still have our lives and health unlike many families do right now. Thankfully our Cast and Crew are safe as far as we know, and you know what? We can always make fanart of the heavenly reunion that could have been. With the boys already being signed up for new projects, the ending couldn’t have been delayed any longer, and thus we are here. 15 years…WHAT A RUN!
Still fucking crying 😭
I was so broken over this. I love them so much. ❤️❤️
Regardless of your opinion, this was devestating and now I am crying again. Jensen just killed it here, and Jared delivered as well. I am so proud of them and I am so proud of our boys.
Remember the line where Dean said
“But I do know is that I’m gonna die with a gun in my hand, ‘cause that’s what I have waiting for me. That’s all I have waiting for me. I want you to get out. I want you to have a life, become a man of Letters, whatever. You, with a wife and kids and grandkids, living till you’re fat and bald and chugging Viagra. That is my perfect ending, and it’s the only one that I’m gonna get.”
That scene in the barn, that was Dean’s perfect ending. An ending he chose for himself. He was at peace. He was happy because Sammy is safe. Sammy is the last thing he sees. Sammy is there to tell him that everything will be okay.
That’s it. That’s the show.
You deserved the world. You deserved all the love. You deserved an angel right there by your side. You deserved to adopt another 10 dogs with him together. You fought for this entire world, for freedom and freewill and you deserved to experience it, too. I am so sorry.
“Hey, Sammy”
Of all the endings they could have given us, I’m actually okay with this one.
Dean never saw himself as someone who would get married, have kids, have a life outside of hunting, and he was okay with that. He wanted Sam to give him permission to die, say he’d be okay without him. Dean knew it was his time, his final time. Sam was able to have a life and marry Eileen, who I assume was the woman on the porch. Who knows if he kept hunting or what happened to the bunker, but Sam got to do what he’s always wanted deep inside… what Dean felt like he’d held his brother back from.
Dean going out in a battle during a hunt, being able to say goodbye to Sam, and being okay with his own demise… that’s how we all hoped he was gonna die.
Sam dying of old age, surrounded by memories of his family (both past and present), completely non-violently… that’s how we all hoped he was gonna die.
Their first words in heaven to each other were the first words they said to each other on screen.
And that… is perfect.
This. All of this. I’m not mad about the ending. It just hurt and it’s gonna take some time to get okay.
Same. While I am happy with it I think, it comes with a lot to unpack and I’m too close to it right now.
The high point of tonight. Hold onto this happiness people!
FUCK YEAH. THANK YOU OP.
I’M SORRY, WHAT SEASON 5?!!??? SHERLOCK SEASON 5?! WHERE?! WHEN?!? HOW?!?!
IM NOT CRYING, YOU’RE CRYING!
