Maybe Minecraft is itself a tree that's grown rotten. Or maybe I've simply outgrown it.
(I had a mental breakdown in the tags sorry)
#something something so much of my personal neg experiences w the internet have stemmed from minecraft#maybe its time for this blog to go#maybe i need to cut that game and all its brambly roots out of my life#all the content creators and youtube channels and servers#ive lost close friends. ive been personally betrayed. ive experienced direct racism and misogyny. all bc of this stupid game#and ofc theres all the unnecessary and secondhand hurt from content creators#shitty internet drama. addiction. shipping. fandom discourse. bullshit and more bullshit#all i experience w this game is loss#im being dramatic but i dont fucking care#i dont want to process how much ycgma or sbi meant to me#how much of my emotional healing and outpouring went into them#sleepy boys was my entire world at one point#now i have to rip it out of my psyche root and stem#invested so much time and energy and emotion and for what#personal#to delete#.txt