Lil Bow Peep is all done! Can't believe I just finished a knitwear project. It seems crazy. I haven't picked up the needles since I cast this off. 😓
I do have another project underway, but I am in the midst of a body change (aka gaining some weight) so I am trying to cope with the idea of making something new for myself. Same goes for sewing my own clothes. It is such a complicated thing to accept. Just adjusting to my body looking different (not bad, or ugly, or wrong) just new! As well as having a very different taste in clothing and how it fits on my body. A lot of my current clothing is very uncomfortable to wear, so I have had to give up wearing some of my handmade items (which breaks my heart) Along with fighting against society's standards everyday 😭 I am also just turning a new page in my style journey too! Which I am excited about exploring. But it does make me hesitant to continue with some of the knits I have had planned. Because I am just not sure if it will bee something I want to wear once I finish it. So, until then, I will be marking things I hope to make, and seeing what new style inspiration comes my way!
Thanks for reading through my little rant. I hope you all understand where I am coming from. My heart goes out to all of you who experience changes in your body, especially serious ones. I know it is part of the human experience to have your body changes. And I truly love myself and my body, and I understand the measures I would need to take to change the things I struggle to accept... but I am also learning that it is ok to be where I am at.
I hope you all can take a moment to thank your body for being here for you. We have such high expectations for our bodies performance, when everyday it is a blessing to be here, breathing.